Visited JC today, nope, not john cusack, not johnny cash either, its joshua chin. Apparently he kena dengue and was admitted to the hospital. SO went there visited, the palce was ok la, no chun girls hahaha, yea, nurses also quite tak efficient. shared room, one tv, well at least they got astro! hahah
Holidays are passing by real quickly, and i'm not even doing anything like happening y'know.
Just home all day gaming, playing with the baby and stuff..
If i were back in high school and i had to write an essay on 'what i did during my holidays' i think i'd write my shortest essay yet hehehe
on the other hand i dont feel like going anywhere, be it near or far, maybe with high school mates, but just now into it right now, heck, even high school mates are scarce in numbers hahaha
i initially came up with a song called "i'm singing in the rain in my underpants"
but then i didn't continue, now i lost the lyric! aiyo
my one way ticket to become rich weii what is this??? what is this?!?!?!?
sigh
guess i'm stuck with my guitar.. haaaaaa..
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Have A Nice Day
2 days into my holidays already i'm wasting it away.... THAT'S LIFE! okok, maybe that isn't the way it should be, but thing is, i get to spend time for myself! whoo-hoo!
Friends semua going pulau-pulau lepak, i feel lazy so i rather stay home, don't know why, last sem was full of work it flew by like a fly.
This coming sem should be alright, so happy right now!
Have a nice day!
Friends semua going pulau-pulau lepak, i feel lazy so i rather stay home, don't know why, last sem was full of work it flew by like a fly.
This coming sem should be alright, so happy right now!
Have a nice day!
Friday, April 13, 2007
Lifehouse
I've decided to stop posting some emo crap on my blog, blech, emo gizmo bozo.
how to know if you're a blogger addict?
1) Preoccupation of obtaining the blog.
2) Compulsive use of the blog.
3) High tendency of relapse after quitting.
Where is Lifehouse?? Why has all the sucky music groups been invited to Malaysia to perform (shall not mention which groups in case fanatics come stoning me) but not Lifehouse??
Yea, apparently this band has not garnered as many fans as the other groups in Malaysia, pathetic.
But come on, their songs are cool, different. ok ok, maybe i'm being bias here, but then again, if they would perform here, it'd be sooo wayy cool.
Went to their site and requested, but evidently the site admin doesn't really care much for me hahahaha.
Oh well, their new album 'Who we are' is coming this June! They are touring with Goo Goo Dolls! Another fav band!
I don't get it, listening to mainstream music isn't good enough anymore haha, as some people would say.
Some prefer those indie stuff and underground music, well, and condemning those in mainstream just doesn't feel right hahaha,
Anyhow! Lifehouse please come to Malaysia! or Aerosmith! Or Bon Jovi! or RHCP! or Delirious?! orJeremy Soule! or Steven Curtis Chapman! or Third Day! or Roxette! or Chris Cornell! Or Michael Buble! Or Weird Al! or Beck! Or Satriani! or Dream theater! or Arrogant Worm! or Newsboys! Or or so much more... why go singapore?? Unfair!
how to know if you're a blogger addict?
1) Preoccupation of obtaining the blog.
2) Compulsive use of the blog.
3) High tendency of relapse after quitting.
Where is Lifehouse?? Why has all the sucky music groups been invited to Malaysia to perform (shall not mention which groups in case fanatics come stoning me) but not Lifehouse??
Yea, apparently this band has not garnered as many fans as the other groups in Malaysia, pathetic.
But come on, their songs are cool, different. ok ok, maybe i'm being bias here, but then again, if they would perform here, it'd be sooo wayy cool.
Went to their site and requested, but evidently the site admin doesn't really care much for me hahahaha.
Oh well, their new album 'Who we are' is coming this June! They are touring with Goo Goo Dolls! Another fav band!
I don't get it, listening to mainstream music isn't good enough anymore haha, as some people would say.
Some prefer those indie stuff and underground music, well, and condemning those in mainstream just doesn't feel right hahaha,
Anyhow! Lifehouse please come to Malaysia! or Aerosmith! Or Bon Jovi! or RHCP! or Delirious?! orJeremy Soule! or Steven Curtis Chapman! or Third Day! or Roxette! or Chris Cornell! Or Michael Buble! Or Weird Al! or Beck! Or Satriani! or Dream theater! or Arrogant Worm! or Newsboys! Or or so much more... why go singapore?? Unfair!
Monday, April 09, 2007
So..
.. it begins, this week is primarily for studying, oh the joys..
Assignments finally done! Then finals, then 2 weeks of indulgence in whatever I wanna do then start of short sem...
Oh well, Life's been a hectic one, no time for myself... i need time off!
Hey, Naresh, cepat balik la, i need some place ot hang out other than my house hehehe...
Assignments finally done! Then finals, then 2 weeks of indulgence in whatever I wanna do then start of short sem...
Oh well, Life's been a hectic one, no time for myself... i need time off!
Hey, Naresh, cepat balik la, i need some place ot hang out other than my house hehehe...
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Funny!!
This joke is meant for How i met your mother tv fans, but if you're not, it's still funny, just have to to take note that this fella Barney is a womanizer, and you'll get it!
Barney's Top 10 List (Spoofing David Letterman!):
Top Ten Things I Would Have Called My Truck if Ted Hadn't Been a Jerk and Given it Back:
10. The Winnebango
9. The Pick Up Truck
8. The Ford Explor-her
7. The You Scream Truck
6. Feels on Wheels
5. The Ride-her Truck
4. The 18-Squeeler
3. The Esca-laid
2. The Slambony
And the number 1 thing I Would Have Called My Truck if Ted Hadn't Been a Jerk and Given it Back is...................................
1. The 69 Chevy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Barney's Top 10 List (Spoofing David Letterman!):
Top Ten Things I Would Have Called My Truck if Ted Hadn't Been a Jerk and Given it Back:
10. The Winnebango
9. The Pick Up Truck
8. The Ford Explor-her
7. The You Scream Truck
6. Feels on Wheels
5. The Ride-her Truck
4. The 18-Squeeler
3. The Esca-laid
2. The Slambony
And the number 1 thing I Would Have Called My Truck if Ted Hadn't Been a Jerk and Given it Back is...................................
1. The 69 Chevy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, March 23, 2007
When i was young
Back in those days
*Zap back in time*
I was young and cute and and... er... fine... i was dumb and stupid.
I threw a stone and hit a boy's head, then i fled to a nearby laundry shop and hide among the dirty clothes, i thought i was so stealthy that i committed the perfect crime! then the mother of the poor boy came and pull me out, and demanded an apology, the boy was crying and if i remembered correctly, he was bleeding la... oh well, got punished and i said sorry....
Foolish!!
I should have ran further!!!
Once i was thirsty and penniless, i knew the 7-11 nearby was low on security and the crew are clueless, so i went in and stole a couple of drinks.
Satisfying the thirst, i craved for more! Blame it on the high sugar level content of the drinks i stole that made me went high...
I went back in a few times. So of course even the most clueless crew would suspect something amiss right?
So the 3rd or 4th time i went back, i stole a vitagen, small enough to fit inside my underwear, then happily i walked out, kena caught!! BUSTED!
The the crew pull my shirt up! revealing everything! kena! The crew saw a lot of things only my mother sees when i was a baby, then i kena grounded and whacked by mother la of course..
i like this girl right (now she became lala) back in high school, well, i was a coward, still am, so instead of talking to her, this prefect friend of mine (hehe) took me to the prefect's room, or was it the disciplinary room, and we searched through the school records and found her name and address, since then we always pass by there hoping to catch a glimpse of her... in the end also she was too lala, cannot tahan wahahaha, life goes on.
In form 2, this guy was real girly and was coming up with stupid stories, so i was quite annoyed with him, so one day i found this newspaper article coincidentally has his name on it and was talking bout this person in a rape case, so i took it out and pasted in the class.. of course everyone got a good laugh save that poor fella, so the teacher was displeased and because she likes the guy so much she punished me, she made me go to the office where the teacher asked me to do a public speaking thingie in assembly, crap! and i did somethign on er.. toilets i think, i can't remember, oh well....
Form 6 tuition, was infactuated with a girl.... so much so it was like drugs.. so we were in the same tuition, one day, she walked in with full pink dressing, super hot for me at that time (now i think it was stupid and blind of me to say she hot hahaha). so as she walked in, my eyes were drawn to her, so muc so i was slanting till i fell off the damn chair and made a scene, tsk tsk,
women are men's downfall! Be gone women! waahahaha, kidding kidding...
Oh well, remember these stories my fellow friends, if i become senile and my memory fails me, tell me these stories again...
*Zap back in time*
I was young and cute and and... er... fine... i was dumb and stupid.
I threw a stone and hit a boy's head, then i fled to a nearby laundry shop and hide among the dirty clothes, i thought i was so stealthy that i committed the perfect crime! then the mother of the poor boy came and pull me out, and demanded an apology, the boy was crying and if i remembered correctly, he was bleeding la... oh well, got punished and i said sorry....
Foolish!!
I should have ran further!!!
Once i was thirsty and penniless, i knew the 7-11 nearby was low on security and the crew are clueless, so i went in and stole a couple of drinks.
Satisfying the thirst, i craved for more! Blame it on the high sugar level content of the drinks i stole that made me went high...
I went back in a few times. So of course even the most clueless crew would suspect something amiss right?
So the 3rd or 4th time i went back, i stole a vitagen, small enough to fit inside my underwear, then happily i walked out, kena caught!! BUSTED!
The the crew pull my shirt up! revealing everything! kena! The crew saw a lot of things only my mother sees when i was a baby, then i kena grounded and whacked by mother la of course..
i like this girl right (now she became lala) back in high school, well, i was a coward, still am, so instead of talking to her, this prefect friend of mine (hehe) took me to the prefect's room, or was it the disciplinary room, and we searched through the school records and found her name and address, since then we always pass by there hoping to catch a glimpse of her... in the end also she was too lala, cannot tahan wahahaha, life goes on.
In form 2, this guy was real girly and was coming up with stupid stories, so i was quite annoyed with him, so one day i found this newspaper article coincidentally has his name on it and was talking bout this person in a rape case, so i took it out and pasted in the class.. of course everyone got a good laugh save that poor fella, so the teacher was displeased and because she likes the guy so much she punished me, she made me go to the office where the teacher asked me to do a public speaking thingie in assembly, crap! and i did somethign on er.. toilets i think, i can't remember, oh well....
Form 6 tuition, was infactuated with a girl.... so much so it was like drugs.. so we were in the same tuition, one day, she walked in with full pink dressing, super hot for me at that time (now i think it was stupid and blind of me to say she hot hahaha). so as she walked in, my eyes were drawn to her, so muc so i was slanting till i fell off the damn chair and made a scene, tsk tsk,
women are men's downfall! Be gone women! waahahaha, kidding kidding...
Oh well, remember these stories my fellow friends, if i become senile and my memory fails me, tell me these stories again...
Thursday, March 22, 2007
You are...
... my friend.
... my deepest love.
... my worst enemy.
... one of the last 5 cylon.
... not as cool as Sylar.
... making me wanna sit oceanic airlines
... damn, i ran out of stupid things to write..
Crap, crap crap!
Bwahahahahahhaaha
Exam stress and ass stress! Ass damn heavy you know
Damn lousy big dumb ass
When will you go away?
Sigh
ASSignments...
... my deepest love.
... my worst enemy.
... one of the last 5 cylon.
... not as cool as Sylar.
... making me wanna sit oceanic airlines
... damn, i ran out of stupid things to write..
Crap, crap crap!
Bwahahahahahhaaha
Exam stress and ass stress! Ass damn heavy you know
Damn lousy big dumb ass
When will you go away?
Sigh
ASSignments...
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I am...
...busy
...slacking
...sleepy
...in need of counselling
...tempted
...lacking in watching my shows
...slow in practicing playing the guitar
...losing focus
...confused
...suppressing
...still on a vege diet
...nothing short of stupid (hehe)
...macho
...handsome
...loving
...caring
...happening
...a boyfriend
...a girl
...CRAPPING
...slacking
...sleepy
...in need of counselling
...tempted
...lacking in watching my shows
...slow in practicing playing the guitar
...losing focus
...confused
...suppressing
...still on a vege diet
...nothing short of stupid (hehe)
...macho
...handsome
...loving
...caring
...happening
...a boyfriend
...a girl
...CRAPPING
Sunday, March 11, 2007
What If...? -Epsiode 3-
Well, there are a lot of times in life when you look back and thought that "man, wish i could have done this or set things right.." Well, there is on particular thing i wish i had... and that is..
What If Lordson Had a Brother?
Well, what i mean is a true blood related big brother. Well, i had a chance to have a big brother, some how God decided it wasn't meant to be. Oh well, don't bother asking (well, i'll answer a few), sad!
Well, reasons for wanting a big brother:
1. It would be so cool to do stuff with him like all the guys stuff that my sis wouldn't do with me.
2. I wouldn't be so sissified now.
3. I'm 21 this year, he'd be a couple years older, he'd take me out doing stuff, hanging around.
4. we'd have the same interest, so buying stuff would be easier since we both would use it.
5. Can beat the crap out of him or be beaten.
6. I'd have someone i could relate to and talk to during the long hours of the night.
7. We'd both help each other find a girl like Wayne Brady and Neil Patrick Harris in How I Met Your Mother, they both are brothers (yea, i know what yo're gonna ask, you gotta watch the show) and they help each other tackle the ones they like!
Or the Elric Brothers from Full Metal Alchemist! So close they wiling to die for each other!
Well, all in all, as i grew up, i always was the youngest (relatively), my cousins are all way older, all working people while i was still a kid sitting on bench in a school uniform. No similar interest, no topic to talk about. Year after year just see them, greet them and leave. I envy those who have close cousins, who hung out like buddies, who went out together.
So, my last hope was placed in my sister's bf, but alas, she finally got one, but then, he wasn't the kind who would hang out with me, all hopes were crushed. Sigh...
If i had a brother, i think we'd both be happening, both be talking some crap, maybe i wouldn't be blogging now but be out with him doing stuff. He'd beat up people who bully me, he'd defend me when my parents wanted to cane me. He would advise me on things that only guys would know. He'd be someone i would admire and love.
Then again, i don't have a blood related brother, that's why He only appears in my thoughts and this blog post. I guess i can't complain much, i have great brother's-in-Christ surrounding me. Well, erm, i have one or two, i think.
Well, that's all folks. As a comfort, at least i have great sisters around me!
"To infinity and Beyond!" -Buzz Lightyear.
What If Lordson Had a Brother?
Well, what i mean is a true blood related big brother. Well, i had a chance to have a big brother, some how God decided it wasn't meant to be. Oh well, don't bother asking (well, i'll answer a few), sad!
Well, reasons for wanting a big brother:
1. It would be so cool to do stuff with him like all the guys stuff that my sis wouldn't do with me.
2. I wouldn't be so sissified now.
3. I'm 21 this year, he'd be a couple years older, he'd take me out doing stuff, hanging around.
4. we'd have the same interest, so buying stuff would be easier since we both would use it.
5. Can beat the crap out of him or be beaten.
6. I'd have someone i could relate to and talk to during the long hours of the night.
7. We'd both help each other find a girl like Wayne Brady and Neil Patrick Harris in How I Met Your Mother, they both are brothers (yea, i know what yo're gonna ask, you gotta watch the show) and they help each other tackle the ones they like!
Or the Elric Brothers from Full Metal Alchemist! So close they wiling to die for each other!
Well, all in all, as i grew up, i always was the youngest (relatively), my cousins are all way older, all working people while i was still a kid sitting on bench in a school uniform. No similar interest, no topic to talk about. Year after year just see them, greet them and leave. I envy those who have close cousins, who hung out like buddies, who went out together.
So, my last hope was placed in my sister's bf, but alas, she finally got one, but then, he wasn't the kind who would hang out with me, all hopes were crushed. Sigh...
If i had a brother, i think we'd both be happening, both be talking some crap, maybe i wouldn't be blogging now but be out with him doing stuff. He'd beat up people who bully me, he'd defend me when my parents wanted to cane me. He would advise me on things that only guys would know. He'd be someone i would admire and love.
Then again, i don't have a blood related brother, that's why He only appears in my thoughts and this blog post. I guess i can't complain much, i have great brother's-in-Christ surrounding me. Well, erm, i have one or two, i think.
Well, that's all folks. As a comfort, at least i have great sisters around me!
"To infinity and Beyond!" -Buzz Lightyear.
Friday, March 09, 2007
WishList!
Sweet, i just realised something, man, how could i be so blind?
Jesus wasn't kidding when He said to love thy neighbours as thyself even if they don't initially seem like it.
I came to HELP looking for, well, people who can help me, HAHAHAHA. Oops.
But the people whom i seek aren't the people i thought they would be, it just goes to show that you can't trust ya damn instincts. That's why we need God!
In the end, God opened my eyes, and i have found my neighbours, good friends. I thank God for that. Indeed, slowly in HELP He is reviving my passion, with todays talk in CF, though i don't really like the speaker, but the speaker spoke the truth, and the truth has set me free, i know what i must do now. I must tread the path where God has paved.
On a lighter note, i saw 300!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!$!$#@%@#^!#&@&%&@%&%&#%&@%&@^#@$&^*$*$^@#
OH MY GOODNESS!!! FREAKIN" CHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SWEET GLORIOUS VIOLENCE!!!!!!!! Seriously, it was good, the humour was injected in the right time, the killings weren't gory but gruesome enough. It was thought provoking. It was a history lesson as well hehe.
And Faramir was there!!!! I guess dying in LOTR wasn't the end..dman! His body is sooooo sexy, *drool*.. hehehe! He is like, sooooooo handsome, and like, y'know so my type, oh my, He is so, y'know, sexy, hmm, bootylicious!!! (I assume that's how a bimbo would talk hehe)
OKk, go catch the show, damn it!
Madness?? This is Sparta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (kicks you down a endless pit where there is land and water!)
Oh, my wishlist for year 2007:
1) Elec Guitar and a amp- for playing around with sound recording and to jam, babe! (Plus, i wanted an elec guitar since form 2)
2) Xbox 360!! Gears of War, 'nuff said.
3) I am getting right with God, okok that should have been number 1. but still, it's the heart that counts hahaha
3 thing i wanna get and do, i only got 2007, can it be done??? I don't know, i sure hope so!
In the meantime, Uni has gotten a lot funner than usual, it's a good thing, it's a damn good thing.
Jesus wasn't kidding when He said to love thy neighbours as thyself even if they don't initially seem like it.
I came to HELP looking for, well, people who can help me, HAHAHAHA. Oops.
But the people whom i seek aren't the people i thought they would be, it just goes to show that you can't trust ya damn instincts. That's why we need God!
In the end, God opened my eyes, and i have found my neighbours, good friends. I thank God for that. Indeed, slowly in HELP He is reviving my passion, with todays talk in CF, though i don't really like the speaker, but the speaker spoke the truth, and the truth has set me free, i know what i must do now. I must tread the path where God has paved.
On a lighter note, i saw 300!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!$!$#@%@#^!#&@&%&@%&%&#%&@%&@^#@$&^*$*$^@#
OH MY GOODNESS!!! FREAKIN" CHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SWEET GLORIOUS VIOLENCE!!!!!!!! Seriously, it was good, the humour was injected in the right time, the killings weren't gory but gruesome enough. It was thought provoking. It was a history lesson as well hehe.
And Faramir was there!!!! I guess dying in LOTR wasn't the end..dman! His body is sooooo sexy, *drool*.. hehehe! He is like, sooooooo handsome, and like, y'know so my type, oh my, He is so, y'know, sexy, hmm, bootylicious!!! (I assume that's how a bimbo would talk hehe)
OKk, go catch the show, damn it!
Madness?? This is Sparta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (kicks you down a endless pit where there is land and water!)
Oh, my wishlist for year 2007:
1) Elec Guitar and a amp- for playing around with sound recording and to jam, babe! (Plus, i wanted an elec guitar since form 2)
2) Xbox 360!! Gears of War, 'nuff said.
3) I am getting right with God, okok that should have been number 1. but still, it's the heart that counts hahaha
3 thing i wanna get and do, i only got 2007, can it be done??? I don't know, i sure hope so!
In the meantime, Uni has gotten a lot funner than usual, it's a good thing, it's a damn good thing.
Friday, March 02, 2007
Hates
Well, the simple truth is, you can't be liked by everyone. Even in Everybody Loves Raymond, in season 2, Ray can't expect to be liked by everyone, someone has to dislike him. It's only human to be disliked.
But then again, some people get through life easier, they simply just are accepted by everyone. These people has the most problems.
First, they see everyone as someone who likes them (Generally true, since i did say they were liked by everyone)
Second, when people who are not blessed with this gift tells these people that some of the people who like them really are jerks, they tend to be labeled as pessimistic, bias, prejudice etc. etc.
The beauty of it all of being disliked is the fact that it prepares you for the real world. I personally am not liked by everyone, well, all my first impression usually elicit response of hate. No kidding.
But the thing is, you ge tot see people for who they are and that prepares you tod eal with them.
Plus, it desensitizes you of the feeling of being rejected.
Those people who are liked by everyone, when someone rejects them some time in their life, they might not be as prepared.
Then again, it's subject to own perspective of how we view this world.
Yeap, not being liked all the time is actually a good thing, not saying it to feel good but really, jerks can be avoided. Even more so if they are typical Christian hypocrites who claims to be oh-so-holy and then act like jerks in front of certain people. revenge is not mine but God. I hope these people won't freak out when God deals with them.
But then again, some people get through life easier, they simply just are accepted by everyone. These people has the most problems.
First, they see everyone as someone who likes them (Generally true, since i did say they were liked by everyone)
Second, when people who are not blessed with this gift tells these people that some of the people who like them really are jerks, they tend to be labeled as pessimistic, bias, prejudice etc. etc.
The beauty of it all of being disliked is the fact that it prepares you for the real world. I personally am not liked by everyone, well, all my first impression usually elicit response of hate. No kidding.
But the thing is, you ge tot see people for who they are and that prepares you tod eal with them.
Plus, it desensitizes you of the feeling of being rejected.
Those people who are liked by everyone, when someone rejects them some time in their life, they might not be as prepared.
Then again, it's subject to own perspective of how we view this world.
Yeap, not being liked all the time is actually a good thing, not saying it to feel good but really, jerks can be avoided. Even more so if they are typical Christian hypocrites who claims to be oh-so-holy and then act like jerks in front of certain people. revenge is not mine but God. I hope these people won't freak out when God deals with them.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Banging on the door of an angel
Thanks for the 2 comments posted in the previous entry really appreciated it.
Seeking God is the primary thing to do, yet exams and assignments are really weighing me down. In the month of March, i have about 4 assignments due on the same date, followed by exams and sorts.
So many things to accomplish yet so lil time. I remember YL said that in her uni days, she spends time with God and the day seems longer and she had time to do everything. If only i could be as dedicated.
Today attended an in-house seminar of positive psychology. It's focus is on the bright side of the world instead of what is wrong with it. Very interesting indeed, maybe i would consider venturing into this field. Seeing things in a positive manner is a good thing in my opinion; seeing God's creation as beautiful as they were made to be. Take time to sit around and enjoy the sunset, List the things down that are good in your day. Take time to reflect and thank God.
I guess it all comes down to us, whether to decided God is in control or not. Many things in life such as uni and surroundings are in God's control. I need to let Him in to take control.
I can't always be happy, but i can always be joyful.
"You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in"
-Let love in, Goo Goo Dolls.
Seeking God is the primary thing to do, yet exams and assignments are really weighing me down. In the month of March, i have about 4 assignments due on the same date, followed by exams and sorts.
So many things to accomplish yet so lil time. I remember YL said that in her uni days, she spends time with God and the day seems longer and she had time to do everything. If only i could be as dedicated.
Today attended an in-house seminar of positive psychology. It's focus is on the bright side of the world instead of what is wrong with it. Very interesting indeed, maybe i would consider venturing into this field. Seeing things in a positive manner is a good thing in my opinion; seeing God's creation as beautiful as they were made to be. Take time to sit around and enjoy the sunset, List the things down that are good in your day. Take time to reflect and thank God.
I guess it all comes down to us, whether to decided God is in control or not. Many things in life such as uni and surroundings are in God's control. I need to let Him in to take control.
I can't always be happy, but i can always be joyful.
"You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in"
-Let love in, Goo Goo Dolls.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
...Of Thoughts And Trains...
Lately i had much to think, not that i have lots of time, just i think a lot. Plus i met a deep thinker kinda guy, really impressed me a lot!
I've been slacking in my spiritual life. As you can see, compared with my xanga blog and this current blog, the mentioning of God is way lesser when compared. I need to buck up. i can't waste precious time when i have only so few years in uni! I gotta serve and be a light for Christ! Prayers!
I need to constantly remind my self to not let go of God when i am spiritually dry, i'm so easily swayed by temptations, so much so i feel so damn weak. It feels so so bad when God reminds me He is watching and is there with me even if i don't feel it.
Time doesn't seem long enough, so much to accomplish, so much training, so much to do.
I was thinking, if i'm not sent to public uni, and put in Help, then i must be serving some Godly purpose right? What the heck is that purpose???
CF doesn't really seem like the place for me to serve, and when i'm in class my earthly mates will be swarming over me and drawing me to the dark side. As lame as that sounds, really, the world is swallowing me up bit by bit, not enough strong Christian friends to push me on, then again, i just need God right?
So i need God i need God i need God!
I must at least achieve this: When i die and get to heaven, i want Jesus to welcome me with open arms and say " Son, you have finished the work i gave you on earth, welcome."
I've been slacking in my spiritual life. As you can see, compared with my xanga blog and this current blog, the mentioning of God is way lesser when compared. I need to buck up. i can't waste precious time when i have only so few years in uni! I gotta serve and be a light for Christ! Prayers!
I need to constantly remind my self to not let go of God when i am spiritually dry, i'm so easily swayed by temptations, so much so i feel so damn weak. It feels so so bad when God reminds me He is watching and is there with me even if i don't feel it.
Time doesn't seem long enough, so much to accomplish, so much training, so much to do.
I was thinking, if i'm not sent to public uni, and put in Help, then i must be serving some Godly purpose right? What the heck is that purpose???
CF doesn't really seem like the place for me to serve, and when i'm in class my earthly mates will be swarming over me and drawing me to the dark side. As lame as that sounds, really, the world is swallowing me up bit by bit, not enough strong Christian friends to push me on, then again, i just need God right?
So i need God i need God i need God!
I must at least achieve this: When i die and get to heaven, i want Jesus to welcome me with open arms and say " Son, you have finished the work i gave you on earth, welcome."
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Boar me not!
back from Ipoh!!
sweet!!
Not so bored, didn't really do much, got ang pows as usual, ate like pig as well. Watched some cool shows i brought.
CNY eve:
The journey back to ipoh was okay, even though jam at about 4 am, i slept the whole way through hahahahahaha, precious sleep! Kesian sister! but i need sleep!!!!! Then had breakfast, went to aunt's place and slept some more!!
after lunch, went to Jusco to do some last minute cloth shopping, got some stuff and all, weatehr kidna hot till in rained! Ahh... sweet rain!
Then spent the day with family and watching some shows. Texted people i know then slept!!
1st day of CNY:
Vic took me to Canning Garden Methodist Church!
Cool service, and funny message, met a couple of new people. Then had breakfast with her at KFC since fast food restaurant are the only rare few palces that opens on CNY.
Then the day was spent shopping and resting.
2nd Day:
The whole day was spent resting, it's been awhile since i last rested so much!! Veyr refreshing!!
Watched like Gridiron Gang, Man of the Year. Both very very good shows
Especially Gridiron Gang. Damn inspirational. Taught me not to be judgemental. Someitmes even us christians are so blinded that we fail to see what Jesus sees in those 'sinful' people back in His day. So we gotta have a new perspective, to love thy neighbour.
Night found MF and Nie and aL go yam cha somewhere in greentown!
Slept.
Came home today! Jam!!!! ARGH!!!
But home sweet home... hehe
only pic i bothered taking during CNY haha, plus the battery ran our of juice hehe...
oh that's Vic and I, no worries, she got a damn chun BF, i like her a lot as a good sister-in-Christ.
sweet!!
Not so bored, didn't really do much, got ang pows as usual, ate like pig as well. Watched some cool shows i brought.
CNY eve:
The journey back to ipoh was okay, even though jam at about 4 am, i slept the whole way through hahahahahaha, precious sleep! Kesian sister! but i need sleep!!!!! Then had breakfast, went to aunt's place and slept some more!!
after lunch, went to Jusco to do some last minute cloth shopping, got some stuff and all, weatehr kidna hot till in rained! Ahh... sweet rain!
Then spent the day with family and watching some shows. Texted people i know then slept!!
1st day of CNY:
Vic took me to Canning Garden Methodist Church!
Cool service, and funny message, met a couple of new people. Then had breakfast with her at KFC since fast food restaurant are the only rare few palces that opens on CNY.
Then the day was spent shopping and resting.
2nd Day:
The whole day was spent resting, it's been awhile since i last rested so much!! Veyr refreshing!!
Watched like Gridiron Gang, Man of the Year. Both very very good shows
Especially Gridiron Gang. Damn inspirational. Taught me not to be judgemental. Someitmes even us christians are so blinded that we fail to see what Jesus sees in those 'sinful' people back in His day. So we gotta have a new perspective, to love thy neighbour.
Night found MF and Nie and aL go yam cha somewhere in greentown!
Slept.
Came home today! Jam!!!! ARGH!!!
But home sweet home... hehe
only pic i bothered taking during CNY haha, plus the battery ran our of juice hehe...
oh that's Vic and I, no worries, she got a damn chun BF, i like her a lot as a good sister-in-Christ.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Happy Birthday Hoc Mun!!!
February 14, the day where lovers express their love. Singles are miserable. Stoners stone. People like me trying to find something to do. Last but not least, people's birthday!
It's our very own hocmunism (his blog link is located on the right panel) aka Hoc Mun's 21st birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
21 right? like the legal age to do anything legally hahaha, so thought wanna go like celebrate la, He some more in UKM, needed an elaborate plan. So Rachael and i discussed and decided to drive down all the way to Bangi (approximately 45 minutes drive) with a few friends namely EggGuy, Justin and Jeff. We planned it last night.
So here comes today - Valentine's Day. Classes were as usual, attended some Valentine's day event at my block, was so so la, didn't win anything (some lucky draw stuff). Then went home, went with Jeff go Giant bought some stuff la for Hoc Mun's birthday, so settled, paid liao, few of us gathered at my place, ready to leave.... then hoc mun texted and said don't come!!!! NO!!!
We called and one sort of 'scolded' him haha, apparently he got last minute CG activity....
CG= Carol Goh????
1st Kill to our day!!
Hmm...
It all went downhill form there.
So feeling tak puas, we wanted to go watch Ghost Rider! Then Rach said she wanna go home!!! 2nd kill to our Valentine's day!!!
Soi never mind, left us 4 guys, we went 1 u, saw a bunch of couples lovey dovey-ly holding hands and romanticing around, it sickens me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At GSC darn a lot of people, so we checked, no Ghost Rider, all love movies, blech!! SO we went TGV, worse! It was close!!!!!!
3rd Kill to our oh so fine day!!
Then as we left, thought try our luck and i called one of my course mate (girl) to come out for a drink. After much talk, she said yes, i even asked her twice to confirm because quite shocking she said yes. Ok la, settle, then EggGuy have to go and say that she'll call back and change her mind. and yes, she did called back and changed her mind hahaha, no worries though if you're reading this, you rocked! We kidna expected it anyway...hahaha
4th kill!!!!
Finally we settled down at Centrpoint McDs, got ourselves sundae cones. No table!! Sat a the bar like tables, people looking at us, embarassment!! Final blow to our day!!!!!! Whoo-hoo!!
Then we sort of took pics to mark our significant day out on Valentine's day.
The clock struck 12 am precisely and we went home...
Well, on the bright side, i have another story to tell! whoo-hoo!
It's our very own hocmunism (his blog link is located on the right panel) aka Hoc Mun's 21st birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
21 right? like the legal age to do anything legally hahaha, so thought wanna go like celebrate la, He some more in UKM, needed an elaborate plan. So Rachael and i discussed and decided to drive down all the way to Bangi (approximately 45 minutes drive) with a few friends namely EggGuy, Justin and Jeff. We planned it last night.
So here comes today - Valentine's Day. Classes were as usual, attended some Valentine's day event at my block, was so so la, didn't win anything (some lucky draw stuff). Then went home, went with Jeff go Giant bought some stuff la for Hoc Mun's birthday, so settled, paid liao, few of us gathered at my place, ready to leave.... then hoc mun texted and said don't come!!!! NO!!!
We called and one sort of 'scolded' him haha, apparently he got last minute CG activity....
CG= Carol Goh????
1st Kill to our day!!
Hmm...
It all went downhill form there.
So feeling tak puas, we wanted to go watch Ghost Rider! Then Rach said she wanna go home!!! 2nd kill to our Valentine's day!!!
Soi never mind, left us 4 guys, we went 1 u, saw a bunch of couples lovey dovey-ly holding hands and romanticing around, it sickens me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At GSC darn a lot of people, so we checked, no Ghost Rider, all love movies, blech!! SO we went TGV, worse! It was close!!!!!!
3rd Kill to our oh so fine day!!
Then as we left, thought try our luck and i called one of my course mate (girl) to come out for a drink. After much talk, she said yes, i even asked her twice to confirm because quite shocking she said yes. Ok la, settle, then EggGuy have to go and say that she'll call back and change her mind. and yes, she did called back and changed her mind hahaha, no worries though if you're reading this, you rocked! We kidna expected it anyway...hahaha
4th kill!!!!
Finally we settled down at Centrpoint McDs, got ourselves sundae cones. No table!! Sat a the bar like tables, people looking at us, embarassment!! Final blow to our day!!!!!! Whoo-hoo!!
Then we sort of took pics to mark our significant day out on Valentine's day.
The clock struck 12 am precisely and we went home...
Well, on the bright side, i have another story to tell! whoo-hoo!
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Fly Away
Fly away to where the clouds are,
say goodbye to those near and far,
venture on to the golden field,
to a place with sunny hills.
Fly away my good ol' friend,
fly to whatever end,
go forth and march on,
sing out loud a brand new song..
Fly away but don't forget,
that your life here hasn't end yet,
return once again to this land,
once again we'll build castle in the sand.
say goodbye to those near and far,
venture on to the golden field,
to a place with sunny hills.
Fly away my good ol' friend,
fly to whatever end,
go forth and march on,
sing out loud a brand new song..
Fly away but don't forget,
that your life here hasn't end yet,
return once again to this land,
once again we'll build castle in the sand.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Looking our for #1
Everyone's looking out for number 1, that is themselves.
It's every man for himself.
Why? Well Samurai X aptly puts it - Survival of the Fittest.
Most of the time, every little thing we do we do it for ourselves. No matter how much we claim to do it for the greater good or for some higher causes, the hidden agenda would be doing it for ourselves to elevate our status, to gain something or to protect ourselves.
think of it, when a guy does something that is deemed noble, where does he do it? In public. Call me cynical, but there's a whole lot of truth in that statement than most people give credit for.
Maybe i came from a school that most people consider as trash, my eyes seen things in people that most people do not (haha), so when i see someone doing stuff like that, it could be that guy truly is doing it out of his own kind heart, which i very much doubt, or he is doing it for his own purpose(s).
Yea, if only we will stop looking out for the real # 1 that is Christ our Lord, maybe the world won't seem such a broken a place...
Uni life getting tougher by the minute...and i don't mean the workload. I think it's just me trying to make sense of everything. Oh well...
" When the last trumpets voice shall sound,
O then I may in him be found,
Clothed in his righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before his throne."
It's every man for himself.
Why? Well Samurai X aptly puts it - Survival of the Fittest.
Most of the time, every little thing we do we do it for ourselves. No matter how much we claim to do it for the greater good or for some higher causes, the hidden agenda would be doing it for ourselves to elevate our status, to gain something or to protect ourselves.
think of it, when a guy does something that is deemed noble, where does he do it? In public. Call me cynical, but there's a whole lot of truth in that statement than most people give credit for.
Maybe i came from a school that most people consider as trash, my eyes seen things in people that most people do not (haha), so when i see someone doing stuff like that, it could be that guy truly is doing it out of his own kind heart, which i very much doubt, or he is doing it for his own purpose(s).
Yea, if only we will stop looking out for the real # 1 that is Christ our Lord, maybe the world won't seem such a broken a place...
Uni life getting tougher by the minute...and i don't mean the workload. I think it's just me trying to make sense of everything. Oh well...
" When the last trumpets voice shall sound,
O then I may in him be found,
Clothed in his righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before his throne."
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Catbola
Went for paintball this morning with a couple of churchmates and couple of people from sunway or monash. (i think)
Well, i was hoping for more manly bruises on my body so i can show it off, but darn it, i got away without a scratch man!!
Oh well, got there a bit late this morning, we were briefed by this guy then we were off. To keep the long story short, i probably didn't do as well as Aku did when he played (read it from his blog)
I officially got shot in the face once because i ran out of bullets or pellets and i ran towards the enemy to get shot. Funny ordeal, yet somehow i can't quite put it in words. Maybe it's because of all the aching i got in my body. Tiring sport indeed. May not be as cheap as inline skating, but quite fun.
ahh, but the best reward was probably all the CS, Metal Gear Solid and Splinter Cell training i received for the past, erm, 7 years. It paid off! whoo-hoo. My frags weren't the highest, but man, it's enough for me.
Oh, right, there was a hot girl there too, but hot HOT kind, but hot erm, hot kind?Nice, and cool personality, plus i heard she's darn smart. So meaning she'll get a well paying job while i won't, i can leech it off? haha, oops. Anyway. Hot.
This is the life man, Guns and Girls, sweettt.
"If you're in prison don't watch this (show), because the truth will set you free." -Stephen Colbert
Well, i was hoping for more manly bruises on my body so i can show it off, but darn it, i got away without a scratch man!!
Oh well, got there a bit late this morning, we were briefed by this guy then we were off. To keep the long story short, i probably didn't do as well as Aku did when he played (read it from his blog)
I officially got shot in the face once because i ran out of bullets or pellets and i ran towards the enemy to get shot. Funny ordeal, yet somehow i can't quite put it in words. Maybe it's because of all the aching i got in my body. Tiring sport indeed. May not be as cheap as inline skating, but quite fun.
ahh, but the best reward was probably all the CS, Metal Gear Solid and Splinter Cell training i received for the past, erm, 7 years. It paid off! whoo-hoo. My frags weren't the highest, but man, it's enough for me.
Oh, right, there was a hot girl there too, but hot HOT kind, but hot erm, hot kind?Nice, and cool personality, plus i heard she's darn smart. So meaning she'll get a well paying job while i won't, i can leech it off? haha, oops. Anyway. Hot.
This is the life man, Guns and Girls, sweettt.
"If you're in prison don't watch this (show), because the truth will set you free." -Stephen Colbert
Monday, January 15, 2007
What If...? -Episode 2-
Assignments coming in, money flowing out.
Life's normal.
Too bad this year's chinese new year will be a short one, since Uni only give us four days of holidays!! And lecturers won't want to compromise!!! NO!!
Oh well, kinda lazy to do something beneficial, so i'll just jump right to my 2nd episode of "What if...?"
This week's topic: What if Lordson was a girl? (apologies to put the focus on me, when it gets boring, erm, well, when it does then only i think of something else)
Well, contrary to rumours and myth, i am indeed a boy ok???
Does liking pink means i'm a girl?? And pink i like because it looks good on girls ma.
So anyway, i think i make an attractive looking girl. You know, i got the figure of 8, nice face shape, nice height, maybe i can do without the eczema bit. I probably be more vain and lose my specs.
Pierce my ears and nose. Get a tattoo above my butt.
Wait, on that piercing part, i think i'll pierce like 10 holes on each ear for my ever cravings for earrings. Then i'd have lipsticks, erm, make 'em dark blue. i'd wear a bikini outside with my clothes on. Like the picture below, i possibly will look like that la.
I'll probably be into really hot bad boys, maybe on a motorbike, riding the streets of KL like 3 am in the morning.
I'll go clubbing every night and shake my booty till it becomes old and saggy.
I'll be pregnant y the age 15, get married by 14, be an alcoholic and a widow by age 30 and die by age 30 1/2.
End in hell and burn for the rest of my eternity.
So, erm, i think i'll end up like that la.
Why can't i be a good girl?
Well, erm, if i'm hot and all, i think i'll really use it to my advantage. Religion will probably be nothing to me.
So in the end, God made me the way it should be. Being a male and having slightly below normal looks. It's like a girl stuck in a guy's body look. But nevertheless, a macho looking guy right? Right? Seriously, right? Wait, don't comment on that point!! Forget it!! I'm happy the way i am!
Life's normal.
Too bad this year's chinese new year will be a short one, since Uni only give us four days of holidays!! And lecturers won't want to compromise!!! NO!!
Oh well, kinda lazy to do something beneficial, so i'll just jump right to my 2nd episode of "What if...?"
This week's topic: What if Lordson was a girl? (apologies to put the focus on me, when it gets boring, erm, well, when it does then only i think of something else)
Well, contrary to rumours and myth, i am indeed a boy ok???
Does liking pink means i'm a girl?? And pink i like because it looks good on girls ma.
So anyway, i think i make an attractive looking girl. You know, i got the figure of 8, nice face shape, nice height, maybe i can do without the eczema bit. I probably be more vain and lose my specs.
Pierce my ears and nose. Get a tattoo above my butt.
Wait, on that piercing part, i think i'll pierce like 10 holes on each ear for my ever cravings for earrings. Then i'd have lipsticks, erm, make 'em dark blue. i'd wear a bikini outside with my clothes on. Like the picture below, i possibly will look like that la.
I'll probably be into really hot bad boys, maybe on a motorbike, riding the streets of KL like 3 am in the morning.
I'll go clubbing every night and shake my booty till it becomes old and saggy.
I'll be pregnant y the age 15, get married by 14, be an alcoholic and a widow by age 30 and die by age 30 1/2.
End in hell and burn for the rest of my eternity.
So, erm, i think i'll end up like that la.
Why can't i be a good girl?
Well, erm, if i'm hot and all, i think i'll really use it to my advantage. Religion will probably be nothing to me.
So in the end, God made me the way it should be. Being a male and having slightly below normal looks. It's like a girl stuck in a guy's body look. But nevertheless, a macho looking guy right? Right? Seriously, right? Wait, don't comment on that point!! Forget it!! I'm happy the way i am!
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