Ain't No One

When i walk down a street, i see a guy who has weight problems and he sees me. He'd be saying, "Darn, this guy will never understand what i am going thru, no one does."

True, i don't. A girl who has been shunned all her life because of her unacceptable 'standard' of the world looks will think that a pretty girl would not understand her at all.

Everyday, everywhere, people just don't understand each other. That's why wars break out, fights, misunderstandings, cliques and things of the world that are detrimental happen.

You don't get me, i don't get you.
That's why we feel alone sometimes, and when someone does get you, that person becomes your friend, or even ya life partner.
But still, no one understands another person fully.

I guess, it is sort of comforting to know that God understands all, because he created us and knows us by name. I suppose that since he knows us so well, we are naked to him, and all that we do or think relays back to him, it is quite scary too.

More Hinder

Okok, that's like the closest title i can get to sound like a myanmar dish that actually makes sense. hahaha

Introducing...
Mo-Hing-kah!

Well it sounds like mo hing kah la, how i know what does it mean? supposedly one of the favourite dishes in myanmar.

Basically they prepare the nice soup that looks like curry but taste nothing like it. It's not even spicy, it is soooo good, they have their spices and stuff, then you just dump the soup on the mee, and there you have it!

Authentic myanmarese food, super super good, had a lot of it, better when got white rice to mix with, ooh, bliss!

Background info:
My church host a myamarese cf, so they meet on sunday evenings. their worship quite lively, and sadly i have no idea what the pastor preaches haha, but the cf-ers super super nice, and they treat us as if we're higher than them. It's just such humility that lead me to admire them in such a respected way.

This coming august i think they gonna have some cultural night! yay! and i'm invited! whoo-hoo! more cultural food and play dress up!!!

Sweet.

Sometimes, it's us, the majority that fails God.

Talk Talk

My 21s birthday came and went.

Nah, didn't get a peaceful one, well, not entirely.

Had dinner with cfers from HELP and high school mates and churchmates!

That was good fellowship hehe.

Oh the interesting was i got a G-string for my birthday, oh well, for those who don't know, well, too bad la. Lazy to explain haha.

Got balloon, a cookie jar, ice-cream!, cards.

But most of all, the good times we spent together.

We made a marriage bet among a couple of us.

Daniel and Naresh if you're reading this, i'm waiting for your entry. I wrote a draft using Word, for those who wants a copy please come to me!

Tired, guess a long entry some other time with more elaboration, maybe.

News

Courtesy of Getclippings.com

Hail

today rain rained on my parade, stones came down, in the form of ice.

Wind was blowing and rain was pouring as if heavens were bursting forth with tears, not surprising though, seeing the world as it is now, i'd be crying a flood too.

Sound and lights swiftly came and went, no time for company.

Then suddenly it ceased, the world was calm again. Confusing yet uncomfortably comforting.

But rain already rained on my parade.

Melt

The weather gila hot, why o why?

Well, thanks to mankind, we all are doomed to die sooner than we should!

Probably i should rethink my situation

lets see:
If i'm hot, then the ice are melting, those poor happy feet penguins gonna die soon and the world will flood.
Eh, wrong thinking!

If i'm hot, then other people who is working in the desert will be hotterm but they have to do it anyway, if not their families will starve to death, oh so sad.
I don't feel so hot anymore.
I'm good.

Image

This world we're in, image is everything... no?

Think:
Go to two different person, ask about coronary heart disease, both give you exact same details and description and treatment information. One dressed like a sanitation expert also know as janitor (lecturer taught me that) and the other has a white coat and tie. Who would you think is more credible?

Image or packaging is the "in" thing now.

Question:
You know playstation 3?

Do you know playstation 3 sales are not enough and they are in fact losing money? OKok, i lazy find reference, if i'm wrong because you bothered to check it up then correct me.
Then, if they are not earning money, why sponsor EPL? If you noticed, they have ps3 billboards by the pitch. First, we humans HAVE to read it even though we have no intentions, so we are programmed to think sony ps3. But putting up the ad there is wayyyyy expensive, but they did it anyway, to project an image that they are doing well? to make a firm statement they can make it? either way it works one way or another.

christians can in the same way be packaged into an acceptable image.
Note:
I bring bible to Uni everyday, then occasionally i take it out (but i do read for serious purposes), but imagine i took it out for show, and soemtimes i do ter-take it out to take something behind it, people who sees it will go "whoa, bible! Some more everyday." then they'll starts aying how good a christian i am and then they too bring a bible everyday.
So easy to just tell people i'm a christian.

I guess everyone can claim to be a superchristian without trying. But the bible tells us, its by grace not by works.
Let us work towards being a God follower rather than just a christian!
Amen!
whoo-hoo!

New Sem

Oh new sem has begun!
What joy oh what fun!
More work to do and read!
Late nights and more coffee needs!

Never truly having time
Always rushing 'cause of deadlines
Our youth being sucked away
Just so we could live another day


Man, new sem begins today, more work, more lifeless fun, more people to see, more people to not see.

i find comfort in old friends
and find frustration in new ones.
This blows! Uni life ain't so great! Hahahaha!!!!!

If only Shrek 3 and POTC 3 are out now, can go and laugh it out
oh well, stephen chau! Here i come!

'L' and the amazing technicolor dreamcrap!

Ah, left one more week till holiday ends, checked my new timetable, 3 days of study! all short lecturers, wait, haven't count my elective and LAN subjects, aiyooo, feels like its gonna be one packed sem, unless i am smart enough to arrange it in my favor... hmm... nope, not smart enough!

well here is one way overdue photo, wanted to blog bout it, but didn't have time.

Anyway here ya go, simon, justin me and rach, in UM, some easter performance night!

After some random alterations i did...I tilted the pic and made obvious the 3 colors we 3 guys had on that night... what does it look like?
bingo!
A russian Flag! oh, don't mind the white one, no outline, so can't see the white rectangle haha..

finally, since its the holidays! I decided to be more creative, you know, to work my brain a lil and produced this:
As you know, i memang am spiderman, Justin is a 'sweat' droplet, and Simon..er...tofu? i don't know, the point is... it's pointless! Adios amigos!

JC

Visited JC today, nope, not john cusack, not johnny cash either, its joshua chin. Apparently he kena dengue and was admitted to the hospital. SO went there visited, the palce was ok la, no chun girls hahaha, yea, nurses also quite tak efficient. shared room, one tv, well at least they got astro! hahah

Holidays are passing by real quickly, and i'm not even doing anything like happening y'know.
Just home all day gaming, playing with the baby and stuff..

If i were back in high school and i had to write an essay on 'what i did during my holidays' i think i'd write my shortest essay yet hehehe

on the other hand i dont feel like going anywhere, be it near or far, maybe with high school mates, but just now into it right now, heck, even high school mates are scarce in numbers hahaha

i initially came up with a song called "i'm singing in the rain in my underpants"
but then i didn't continue, now i lost the lyric! aiyo
my one way ticket to become rich weii what is this??? what is this?!?!?!?

sigh
guess i'm stuck with my guitar.. haaaaaa..

Have A Nice Day

2 days into my holidays already i'm wasting it away.... THAT'S LIFE! okok, maybe that isn't the way it should be, but thing is, i get to spend time for myself! whoo-hoo!

Friends semua going pulau-pulau lepak, i feel lazy so i rather stay home, don't know why, last sem was full of work it flew by like a fly.

This coming sem should be alright, so happy right now!

Have a nice day!

Lifehouse

I've decided to stop posting some emo crap on my blog, blech, emo gizmo bozo.

how to know if you're a blogger addict?

1) Preoccupation of obtaining the blog.
2) Compulsive use of the blog.
3) High tendency of relapse after quitting.

Where is Lifehouse?? Why has all the sucky music groups been invited to Malaysia to perform (shall not mention which groups in case fanatics come stoning me) but not Lifehouse??

Yea, apparently this band has not garnered as many fans as the other groups in Malaysia, pathetic.
But come on, their songs are cool, different. ok ok, maybe i'm being bias here, but then again, if they would perform here, it'd be sooo wayy cool.
Went to their site and requested, but evidently the site admin doesn't really care much for me hahahaha.

Oh well, their new album 'Who we are' is coming this June! They are touring with Goo Goo Dolls! Another fav band!

I don't get it, listening to mainstream music isn't good enough anymore haha, as some people would say.
Some prefer those indie stuff and underground music, well, and condemning those in mainstream just doesn't feel right hahaha,
Anyhow! Lifehouse please come to Malaysia! or Aerosmith! Or Bon Jovi! or RHCP! or Delirious?! orJeremy Soule! or Steven Curtis Chapman! or Third Day! or Roxette! or Chris Cornell! Or Michael Buble! Or Weird Al! or Beck! Or Satriani! or Dream theater! or Arrogant Worm! or Newsboys! Or or so much more... why go singapore?? Unfair!

So..

.. it begins, this week is primarily for studying, oh the joys..

Assignments finally done! Then finals, then 2 weeks of indulgence in whatever I wanna do then start of short sem...

Oh well, Life's been a hectic one, no time for myself... i need time off!
Hey, Naresh, cepat balik la, i need some place ot hang out other than my house hehehe...

Funny!!

This joke is meant for How i met your mother tv fans, but if you're not, it's still funny, just have to to take note that this fella Barney is a womanizer, and you'll get it!

Barney's Top 10 List (Spoofing David Letterman!):

Top Ten Things I Would Have Called My Truck if Ted Hadn't Been a Jerk and Given it Back:

10. The Winnebango

9. The Pick Up Truck

8. The Ford Explor-her

7. The You Scream Truck

6. Feels on Wheels

5. The Ride-her Truck

4. The 18-Squeeler

3. The Esca-laid

2. The Slambony

And the number 1 thing I Would Have Called My Truck if Ted Hadn't Been a Jerk and Given it Back is...................................



1. The 69 Chevy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When i was young

Back in those days

*Zap back in time*

I was young and cute and and... er... fine... i was dumb and stupid.

I threw a stone and hit a boy's head, then i fled to a nearby laundry shop and hide among the dirty clothes, i thought i was so stealthy that i committed the perfect crime! then the mother of the poor boy came and pull me out, and demanded an apology, the boy was crying and if i remembered correctly, he was bleeding la... oh well, got punished and i said sorry....
Foolish!!
I should have ran further!!!

Once i was thirsty and penniless, i knew the 7-11 nearby was low on security and the crew are clueless, so i went in and stole a couple of drinks.
Satisfying the thirst, i craved for more! Blame it on the high sugar level content of the drinks i stole that made me went high...
I went back in a few times. So of course even the most clueless crew would suspect something amiss right?
So the 3rd or 4th time i went back, i stole a vitagen, small enough to fit inside my underwear, then happily i walked out, kena caught!! BUSTED!
The the crew pull my shirt up! revealing everything! kena! The crew saw a lot of things only my mother sees when i was a baby, then i kena grounded and whacked by mother la of course..

i like this girl right (now she became lala) back in high school, well, i was a coward, still am, so instead of talking to her, this prefect friend of mine (hehe) took me to the prefect's room, or was it the disciplinary room, and we searched through the school records and found her name and address, since then we always pass by there hoping to catch a glimpse of her... in the end also she was too lala, cannot tahan wahahaha, life goes on.

In form 2, this guy was real girly and was coming up with stupid stories, so i was quite annoyed with him, so one day i found this newspaper article coincidentally has his name on it and was talking bout this person in a rape case, so i took it out and pasted in the class.. of course everyone got a good laugh save that poor fella, so the teacher was displeased and because she likes the guy so much she punished me, she made me go to the office where the teacher asked me to do a public speaking thingie in assembly, crap! and i did somethign on er.. toilets i think, i can't remember, oh well....

Form 6 tuition, was infactuated with a girl.... so much so it was like drugs.. so we were in the same tuition, one day, she walked in with full pink dressing, super hot for me at that time (now i think it was stupid and blind of me to say she hot hahaha). so as she walked in, my eyes were drawn to her, so muc so i was slanting till i fell off the damn chair and made a scene, tsk tsk,
women are men's downfall! Be gone women! waahahaha, kidding kidding...

Oh well, remember these stories my fellow friends, if i become senile and my memory fails me, tell me these stories again...

You are...

... my friend.
... my deepest love.
... my worst enemy.
... one of the last 5 cylon.
... not as cool as Sylar.
... making me wanna sit oceanic airlines
... damn, i ran out of stupid things to write..

Crap, crap crap!
Bwahahahahahhaaha
Exam stress and ass stress! Ass damn heavy you know
Damn lousy big dumb ass
When will you go away?
Sigh
ASSignments...

I am...

...busy
...slacking
...sleepy
...in need of counselling
...tempted
...lacking in watching my shows
...slow in practicing playing the guitar
...losing focus
...confused
...suppressing
...still on a vege diet
...nothing short of stupid (hehe)
...macho
...handsome
...loving
...caring
...happening
...a boyfriend
...a girl
...CRAPPING

Myth...

... to be debunked!

-When chatting with a psychologist, they can't read your mind.-

What If...? -Epsiode 3-

Well, there are a lot of times in life when you look back and thought that "man, wish i could have done this or set things right.." Well, there is on particular thing i wish i had... and that is..

What If Lordson Had a Brother?

Well, what i mean is a true blood related big brother. Well, i had a chance to have a big brother, some how God decided it wasn't meant to be. Oh well, don't bother asking (well, i'll answer a few), sad!

Well, reasons for wanting a big brother:
1. It would be so cool to do stuff with him like all the guys stuff that my sis wouldn't do with me.
2. I wouldn't be so sissified now.
3. I'm 21 this year, he'd be a couple years older, he'd take me out doing stuff, hanging around.
4. we'd have the same interest, so buying stuff would be easier since we both would use it.
5. Can beat the crap out of him or be beaten.
6. I'd have someone i could relate to and talk to during the long hours of the night.
7. We'd both help each other find a girl like Wayne Brady and Neil Patrick Harris in How I Met Your Mother, they both are brothers (yea, i know what yo're gonna ask, you gotta watch the show) and they help each other tackle the ones they like!
Or the Elric Brothers from Full Metal Alchemist! So close they wiling to die for each other!

Well, all in all, as i grew up, i always was the youngest (relatively), my cousins are all way older, all working people while i was still a kid sitting on bench in a school uniform. No similar interest, no topic to talk about. Year after year just see them, greet them and leave. I envy those who have close cousins, who hung out like buddies, who went out together.
So, my last hope was placed in my sister's bf, but alas, she finally got one, but then, he wasn't the kind who would hang out with me, all hopes were crushed. Sigh...

If i had a brother, i think we'd both be happening, both be talking some crap, maybe i wouldn't be blogging now but be out with him doing stuff. He'd beat up people who bully me, he'd defend me when my parents wanted to cane me. He would advise me on things that only guys would know. He'd be someone i would admire and love.

Then again, i don't have a blood related brother, that's why He only appears in my thoughts and this blog post. I guess i can't complain much, i have great brother's-in-Christ surrounding me. Well, erm, i have one or two, i think.

Well, that's all folks. As a comfort, at least i have great sisters around me!

"To infinity and Beyond!" -Buzz Lightyear.

WishList!

Sweet, i just realised something, man, how could i be so blind?

Jesus wasn't kidding when He said to love thy neighbours as thyself even if they don't initially seem like it.

I came to HELP looking for, well, people who can help me, HAHAHAHA. Oops.

But the people whom i seek aren't the people i thought they would be, it just goes to show that you can't trust ya damn instincts. That's why we need God!

In the end, God opened my eyes, and i have found my neighbours, good friends. I thank God for that. Indeed, slowly in HELP He is reviving my passion, with todays talk in CF, though i don't really like the speaker, but the speaker spoke the truth, and the truth has set me free, i know what i must do now. I must tread the path where God has paved.

On a lighter note, i saw 300!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!$!$#@%@#^!#&@&%&@%&%&#%&@%&@^#@$&^*$*$^@#
OH MY GOODNESS!!! FREAKIN" CHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SWEET GLORIOUS VIOLENCE!!!!!!!! Seriously, it was good, the humour was injected in the right time, the killings weren't gory but gruesome enough. It was thought provoking. It was a history lesson as well hehe.

And Faramir was there!!!! I guess dying in LOTR wasn't the end..dman! His body is sooooo sexy, *drool*.. hehehe! He is like, sooooooo handsome, and like, y'know so my type, oh my, He is so, y'know, sexy, hmm, bootylicious!!! (I assume that's how a bimbo would talk hehe)

OKk, go catch the show, damn it!
Madness?? This is Sparta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (kicks you down a endless pit where there is land and water!)

Oh, my wishlist for year 2007:
1) Elec Guitar and a amp- for playing around with sound recording and to jam, babe! (Plus, i wanted an elec guitar since form 2)

2) Xbox 360!! Gears of War, 'nuff said.

3) I am getting right with God, okok that should have been number 1. but still, it's the heart that counts hahaha

3 thing i wanna get and do, i only got 2007, can it be done??? I don't know, i sure hope so!
In the meantime, Uni has gotten a lot funner than usual, it's a good thing, it's a damn good thing.