I...

...think i have fallen

to depths of the deep seat

...know that i'm finding

a ground to stand on

...thought about it long and hard

but still i came to no conclusion

...remembered the beach and bright lit moon

the wind breeze caressing my face

...saw the boats chattering in the sea

swaying their bodies as if dancing

...received an astounding revelation

not as if it hadn't happened before

...caught a glimpse of what was in stored

a life that was less secure

...decided to take the leap of faith

and trade security with meaning

...ran a thousand miles in my head

and was happy that i did

...smiled at you but you were reading

a book that was strange to me

...thought of talking to you

but you've alluded me

...vowed no more of this

Carpe Diem my new found chant

...foresee a future after a chapter ends

one forged with hardship and fears

...grasp your hand with all my might

with worries but surely moving forward

...laughed at the sheer revelation

one that was so simple but effective

...buried the dead cut off the living

to keep only the essentials

...packed my bags bought my ticket

awaiting for my train to board

...eagerly imagined all of this

things that have not come to pass

...felt the warmth in my heart

knowing that as of now it will last

...could say more

but words fail me

...trust in the One before

and i shall trust once again

...rest my case.