Grave Words

SO if i were to die after writing this

would you attend my funeral? Would you give me a nice eulogy?

Anyway sample eulogy woukd be from me, that is if i wrote it before i die because i knew i would die so that someone would find it after i die and then took it out to read the instructions saying i want it to be read after i die in the funeral where i did not die:

"Lordson was a VERY (Stress this word) good man and a kind hearted soul. He was handsome and attractive, everyone said so, and now he is gone. He is in a better place, but his presence here when he was alive made the world feel better, girls had a purpose, guys were jealous, and time were great! We mourn the loss of this SUPER NICE person, and we know all the hurtful things you people said to him can never be taken back, serves you right. And all the girls that rejected him will now know how much of a saint he was, IN YA FACE. Lastly he like to mention to his good friend Keren: hahahaha, sigh, still short ler you, fat hopes for getting a chick."

I like to see you top that eulogy!

Games

Well, why do I play pc games or console games?
easy!

Well:

1. David recorded one of the first few headshots in history by pwn-ning Goliath in the head with a shot from a sling.
2. Moral ambiguity happens all the time in bible stories, so that's what bunch of other games does to us too.
3. We are always fighting against evil, so we do that in games too.
4. We need game manuals to survive, and the bible does provide answers for us when we get into trouble in life.
5. Good pc games need high end pcs to run, therefore in the same way, we need to have a really high end relationship with God to further level up ourselves and run the race.
6. Cheating always let us win in the end, but it does us no good in terms of skills nor satisfaction, so we can't cheat with God and gain a shortcut and we end up in hell.
7. We need to reload when we run out of ammo; we always need the Word to boost us spiritually to fight back evil.
8. When we make a wrong move, we game over, but we have save points or retry to rectify our mistake. Sometimes in life, God allows second chance for us to make things right.
9. Investing time in games so we can overcome its difficulty is like we must invest time in God so we can be strong in faith.
10. We equip all sort of items for our in game character to win. We only need God's full proof armor - shield of faith, sword of truth, helmet of salvation, breastplate of righteousness and belt of truth and we are set to advance on our spiritual journey with God as our Big Boss!

So there you go!
hehehehe

Ladder

Well didn't get through auditions

hoho, kinda expected it, but all the more when i perform next time, it'll blow their mind away!

So well, gonna get busy soon, hols coming!
can't wait!!
weather nowadays super nice some more.

Alright, short post, nevertheless one.

I wonder..

I had a really really long day

not only that, i may overheard someone said that i can't play or sing

haha, if i'm so secure in God, why does that statement haunt me?

Audition haunting me la, oh why oh why i didn't play a song i've played a thousand times?

darn it.

Tell tales

Audition over!

How did i fare? In my opinion i did quite horribly
after much reflection is because:
- I wasn't given the talent to sing
- Stage fright
- I picked the wrong songs
- Should have been confident with my own song

Prior to auditions, me and my fellow audition-ee prayed behind stage, and we prayed that we'll praise God no matter what

So here i am praising God for giving me the opportunity to play and sing for His glory, and it doesn't matter if i did not make it and i wasn't as good as others, but praise God for He has allowed me to play with very good friends and have fun!

Below are couple of pics i thought was cool:

Drummer and erm, well some random dude on the right

Forgot how we came to take this pic, originally planned to have some random all guys photo

Very cool Freshmen Lunch! We got to dress up with robes and stuff, and food was superb!

Updated: My guy audition mate texted me not too long ago! With such encouraging message, even more now i praise God for whatever happened =))

Explanatio...to heck with it!

Arsenal vs MU!

Arsenal did good hahahahahaah!!

Alright, been blogging less and less lately because i've been busy

its like i'm busy, but don't know why busy, yet feels like got something to do but i not doing anything, i also wondering, well well, assignments deadline coming soon, i'm sure i'll be BUSY real real soon.

Random Rantings:

Sometimes why do we owe people explanation?
People are hard to please.
Now i understand why people need a vacation.
Humans are evil!
And sometimes its hard to stay with them.

We need our own space sometimes.
Too much space alone and people say you cold and don't call you out anymore.
Too little space and you end up pleasing people more than enjoying their company.
I must learn how to say "no".
Prom audition coming, and i feel like backing out, no confidence, lazy to practice.
i can't sing for nuts
If only i could play Enya's songs, then can mumble and hum my way thru.

I need to start on assignments
I want to go back to my original purpose of joining psychology
losing the focus now
Maybe it's too much work?
Should i live a life just to make money and have a family?
or suffer to go where it ain't my comfort zone?
I should sleep!

Hot Cool Sunday

Splitting headache!

Started off a pretty warm Sunday as it always is, yea, felt quite awake for sermon, but don't know couldn't get much out of it, hmm...

Then slept in the afternoon, waking up to a headache!
Darn it! Then now kinda like raining, weather so funny, killing me..

i think i seek recognition too much, sometimes will use ways just to get what i want without arousing suspicion, aiya, got to stop watching shows like 24 and How i met your mother. teaching me too many bad stuff =p

But i think i really need to be secure in God.

Arsenal Vs. Liverpool later!

Woots!

-"Previously on battlestar galactica..." -Cartman, South Park while on screen it says "Previously on South Park."-

Make Way For Queen Victoria!

Hahahaha, i mean bow down before thy Queen!!

Ok, i dedicate this post to Victoria (well, due to a certain death threat....)
That's her on the left and that's me on the right JUST in case you didn't know.
That was taken in CF camp during some Hawaiian theme night. Good clean fun!

alright, well, she is a girl, erm, she has long hair, a nose, a pair of eyes, hands, feet... okok.

I mean, Vic was one of the few people i met in CF when i first started uni, i think i came to know her properly during Christmas in my uni. That's when we practiced for some presentation, and i was my usual self playing a fool and she would ask me to get serious (in a nice way=)

then somehow followed her to church in Ipoh, yeap that's where she hails from. And i guess that's where our friendship grew. God sent an erm, i was about to say angel, but a bit too cliche, lets replace it with God sent a fantastic sister (or brother, depends on how you look at it) to aid me in my transition in uni. She had good patience, i guess most girls don't, yes! i'm pointing at you TGCM's bratty sister! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Even though we known close to year, it felt like we known each other for a long time, suffice to say i'm prepared to attend your wedding and be your kid's godfather! ( yes, i still scheming to use kids as my muscles and dominate the world MUAHAHAHA)
I don't simply go to people's wedding ok? i invite myself to people's wedding whom i can bear with, consider it a privilege that i self-invite myself to YOUR wedding.

Right back to the Queen, LONG LIVE THE QUEEN!
Must recite that ok, if not heads will roll, almost literally.

So here i am, friendship still going on, i don't have many girl friends, yea not girlfriends mind you.
And she is the rare few, and i appreciate her a lot. sometimes God is overly kind to a person like me that i should receive such grace in a form of a friend.

Common grounds i have with her:
- she is 21! so am i! Though i am older! hahaha
- she's from perak, so is my mom! So i can't say anything bad about her, or i would indirectly say it about my mom too.
- she's musically inclined! so am i (?), er, ok maybe not.
- she's pretty, and i'm handsome, no doubt bout that!
-she's a gamer, and no doubt i am one too! dark brotherhood! mgs! gta! cloud! sephiroth! raiden! snake! big boss! 47!

Not so common grounds with her:
-she's attached, i'm still waiting for my one to show up (God, please?)
- she got own car, i'm still leeching of mom's car.
- she likes weird movies (like that jay chou piano crap!), i pick stephen chau anytime!
- she got more friends than me, all i have is keren, oh wait, keren isn't my friend! hahahahahaha

when all is said and done, i don't think i will lose a friend like her, i'd be a fool, and it would probably be offending God!
Happy now?
hehe....

There is free lunch (and dinner) in this world!

Saturday:

Yeap! Had my final mid-term paper at 8 am!! the bane of having to wake up that early for a paper is unimaginable!

Yea, paper wasn't too hard (compared with another paper i took...) but it was still tough nonetheless.. Brain don't function as well in the morning, sigh!

then had to help out at a freshmen lunch held by the uni for freshies! (a few friends and i lost a bet to our grad tutor, that's why)

It wasn't half bad, we wore robes! Kinda large, and everyone gotta wear it, so we kinda made fun and said it was some harry potter school, it really does.

We were ushers, well, it was a boring job, but thank God for good company! ha! i guess the highlight was really really really about the glorious food prepared! Deprived of MY freshmen lunch, took this chance to take back what i should have gotten a year ago!
Had lamb, chicken and more chicken, a bunch of meat i couldn't identify, mee, rice, cake with some sauce, tofu, oh sweet food!!
Ate till i was satisfied.

at night, a very good friend and brother took some of us to Carl's Jr.! I wouldn't even think of going there because of it's pricing! but since it's free (thanks dude!), i just went anyway despite the scrumptious lunch i had earlier in the day! Burger was good, hmm, sat there awhile and talked, hmmm, was so full, felt like i could just sleep and sleep after that, which i didn't, came back to enjoy more pleasures of life, ah...

life is good! Praise God!

Today, had a very very good rest, just so to prepare for the coming week.
Had a new PBC member in church today!!
Liang and Li's Lil brat Zechariah!

Whoo-hoo!

An Update From ...

Who else?? Keren la! hahahahaha

Yea, just got off msn with him, managed to chat a bit here and there before he left.

He not yet equipped with internet access yet, he was using the lab's comp to communicate with me.

He is doing fine, well and dandy, he said the moment he landed there, that day was the worst day. But he'll blog about it soon.

Just in case you didn't know, he got a blog, just not really up and running

its http://noteventrying.blogspot.com/

So, he is doing great, in fact he mentioned he went to pubs and student nightclubs hahahaha

Erm, well, i should omit these facts, but knowing Keren he would want me to haha,

Anyway he said the girls there are super hot, and Daniel is gay, and the girls he know got bf so thats a turn off.

Ok, he didn't exactly say it in such a polite way, please feel free to insert any high-level profanity into that sentence. Ok i omitted a lot of stuff la, guess you'll just have to tune in to his blog to find out.

He did say a couple of nice things though:
He said he really missed malaysia and that he'll never kutuk malaysia's weather ever again.
He also said Hello to everyone he knows and take care.
He'll meet us online soon.

Well, glad he is safe and sound and that life is moving on for him, haha, so cool, i really wanna go visit him, should be fun, just hope he keeps his pants on and all time, ain't not the time to make no babies!

Prayer

things been going well, since wellness is a relative term, i would say well in God's plan.

somehow it just fits in.

Never underestimate power of prayer!!!

Somehow we always don't utilize prayer enough.

But it is one of the greatest privileges given by God.

Somehow just felt the need to remind you people.

Major Minor

Aye, so, Keren has not contacted me, haven't reply naresh's mail, busy!

Got one more mid-term paper to go, two assignments due this month. Mood to do any work is non-existent!

Been fussing over running the experiment for one of my classes, waited for an hour plus for the lecturer, wasn't a total waste of time, talked to one of the tutors there, and she is a gamer! Gamer chick! woots!
Rare! Plus she plays God of War 2 and those kick ass games!
Not lovey dovey games like Harvest Moon! (i think so)
She plays okami too! wow!

It'll be a bonus point if my future gf is a gamer hehehe, at least when i game during dates she won't mind! muahahahahahaa

on another hand, i really must thank and be annoyed at my dad for giving me my name, now i have the urge to name my son and daughter some kick ass name, if not i'll feel like an idiot!

Lets see,

oh yea, remember mortal kombat?
Yea apparently someone wanted to name her kid Liu Kang.

I choose Sub-Zero! Ha!!

Sub-Zero is so cool.
OK la, my son is called Sub-Zero for now.

Daughter maybe will be Aroma Rosemary Pink Daisy.
Ha! i'll show you, dad!

That's why you go, the way i know..

Keren my brudda'!
Finally you left this place and starting a new life abroad!!!!!
FINALLY!
BON VOYAGE!
(Took you long enough)

October Babies!

Which led me to think that are people usually more fertile around jan or feb? so many october babies!!

Well we had Chan in the previous post!

October 6th - Rach's 21st Birthday!!!! Yay!! Justin and I went to her house to talk and wish her, mana tau after her friend left then she chased us home =( so potong haha, but yea, it is your birthday!!! So hope you had fun! Though we argue a lot and stuff, i'm sure you like having me as a friend and your next 21 years i'll probably see you, we celebrate your 2nd 21st birthday la then!

October 8th!!!!!!! Yes, make no mistake, for the first time revealed, Sarah Chiang and Justin Lee! Both of their birthdays are on the same day! woots! Congrats congrats, wish the picture was an indication to something more story worthy and speculation, unfortunately it isn't haha, nice pic though!

Birthday round up, Zhen Fai and Melissa whose birthday are on the 8th as well, the former turned 20 and Mel turns 21!! No pic available as for the former i lazy go find and the latter her privacy is respected!

Well, got more to come!
Stay tuned!

To Many More Years of Friendship Old Friend!

Chan! For being my best friend since high school and never looking back!

Stuck with me through good and bad times and never judging me!

Birthday after birthdays still not sick of being friends!

For keeping it real and being real!

Even if we stumble through life we'll pull through together!

Happy 21st Birthday Old Friend!
You made it this far and many more to come!
Hope you are blessed as I am blessed by you!
See you when you get back, celebration awaits!
(Psst, don't die and don't cause anyone to get pregnant!)

Just Leave On That Jetplane Already!

"So when are you leaving?"
"This Sat."

"When are you leaving?"
"This Mon."

"OKkkk, When are you leaving now?"
"This Fri, probably noon."

"SO, WHEN are you leaving??"
"Next week lah next week."

"Eh, are you EVER going to leave?"
"No."

"Seriously, WHEN ARE YOU LEAVING?????"
"Most probably this week."

"YOU'RE STILL HERE????!?!?!"
"Yes, next week only."

"Are you there yet?"
"Yes, freaking cold weather."
"Oi!!! seriously, when are you flying off?!?!?@?!??@!%!?%@^%?"
"Don't know lah, i'll know it one day before."

".....flying?"
"I'll tell you when, relax lah."

- This post is dedicated to Keren who is supposed to fly off 3 weeks ago but is still here.-
Hope you fly off soon and begin your new exciting life there dude!!

A Penny for Thoughts!

It's funny but sometimes girls who don't attract you when dress or puts on a makeup that suits your liking, immediately attraction comes! Amanda Bynes attracted me in Hairspray, didn't really like her back then, but now, it's a different story! Maybe only applicable in the movie Hairspray..


Yea, probably she not the hottest girl in LA, still... everyone has different taste!
Oh, i still think Megan Fox is NOT hot, and NO i'm not gay!

Sleep Deprivation

Really, why? Simon and Paul and I went and watch two movies back to back!

Chuck and Larry & Hairspray!

While both are equally entertaining, Hairspray won hands down!!!

So cool,

Things I've learned from the two movies:
- Gay people faced lotsa discrimination
- therefore we should be more considerate towards them even if we don't condone to their act
- when one goes to jail, all goes to jail, literally.
- Hairspray is out of fashion.
-Hairspray has made Amanda Bynes one of the hot cute girl in my list!!
- She's hot! woots!
- The show made me wanna dance in the cinema
- Travolta was awesome!!
- Christopher Walken was LEGENDARY!

Had only 2 hours plus sleep this morning, survived the day.

Tap on my shoulder in the lrt, turned around and this beautiful lady friend greeted me whom i have not seen for a long time. It is nice to be remembered!

Now gonna go for International Students Night, another busy night, then if got mood study and do extra credit assignment, tomorrow morning got replacement class =( sigh sigh.

Deprived.

Legen...wait for it..

-dary!

Spent the whole darn night finishing one 1000 words assignment! That also am not sure whether it was accurately answered or not, deprived of sleep, piles of things to be studied, geeking in front of the monitor, worried about mid-terms, anticipating holidays, procrastinating work where deadline is far away....

ahh..

bliss of a uni student's life.

There She Goes...

I'll miss you

101th Post

I currently..

...still blur on my sem subjects and what to do.
...still amazed by how much i've grown the past year in HELP.
...still amazed God pulled me back even when i chose to distant myself.
...am sad people close to me are leaving to further their studies.
...am happy people close to me are leaving to further their studies.
...am blessed with people God sent to me in uni.
...miss my friends who are currently overseas.
...am happy recent earthquakes didn't kill Naresh.
...need to realign my focus towards God.

It never ceased to amaze me that God has been so evident in my life, even in times when you just wanna shove Him away,
Even at times like these, times of departures and times where most people suffer, God is working, and though right now i have blurred myself from seeing God clearly. God still works wonderfully.

I guess when you turn 21, perspectives change and life moves faster on you, with responsibilities pouring on you, when life's big decisions are just waiting for you to come hither.

But i'm really glad for people who made a difference in my life. I can't name them all for it would take days just to pen them down on a book.
But suffice to say, that i thank God for each and every one of my friends.
Christian or non Christian, no matter what race you are..
to quote Stephen Colbert, "I don't see colors, because i'm color blind." =)

Sometimes you try so hard to cater to everyone but you just can't.
It's a struggle.
I know some of you probably have some faults with me and i haven't been nice to some of you. But chill, i'll get around to amend that soon enough!

Change is constant. I'll be around.

I Am Cow!!!

A song by Arrogant Worms - I am cow!!!
Enjoy, it's only 2 minutes long =))



I am Cow, hear me moo
I weigh twice as much as you
And I look good on the barbecue
Yogurt, curd, cream cheese and butter's
Made from liquid from my udders
I am Cow, I am Cow, Hear me moo (moo)

I am Cow, eating grass
Methane gas comes out my ass
And out my muzzle when I belch
Oh, the ozone layer is thinner
From the outcome of my dinner
I am Cow, I am Cow, I've got gas

I am Cow, here I stand
Far and wide upon this land
And I am living everywhere
From B.C. to Newfoundland
You can squeeze my teats by hand
I am Cow, I am Cow, I am Cow
I am Cow, I am Cow, I am Cow

To Infinity and Beyond!

Ok, this is the moment, a couple of them flying off, starting earliest is one of my uni mates who is flying off this coming Tuesday! oh how time flies!

Oh today Simon Yau went for One in A Million Auditions!

Lets await his answer!

Hopefully he gets nearer to that million bucks!

Season Of..

Things happening!

Well as much as some one would say me being an agony aunt, i find myself not being able to give good advice or even being a good listener, can't even give sound advice to myself, ha!

This sem am attending counseling class, which talks about stuff which can be helpful. Am looking forward every week to class, seems interesting and one of the few lecturers that don't put me to sleep!

My help comes from the Lord, but when people ask me for help, must really seriously be careful in words, wait, i think i just repeated myself, ah, the bane of blogging past midnight..

Grace Abundant!

Late in promoting! Nevertheless! Go to http://graceabundant.com/07album/

Simon Yau and Hoong Ern's album! FREE!

Happy Independence Day Malaysia!

Indeed, 50 years is a long way from the first independence day, as much as some of us dislike the way things are run, despite the fact that this country has its fair share of shortcomings, it is still home.

I bet the people overseas can testify to it that Malaysia is still one of the best place to be at.

It's darn sad that Malaysians don't see the true significance of this day, it's even more sad they don't care what is the theme this year or even bother to celebrate with a true heart.

God has given us so much, in this country where we are placed, we should be happy that we are playing a big role in God's ultimate plan for this country.

In January, I already sensed that God is gonna move BIG this year, as He always has been. And indeed God did not disappoint, I have seen so many things happening, even through myself, i have come a long way from being a mere sinner to a repentant one actively seeking God's will.

My friends has taught me a lot too this year, and i know greater things are coming, as Steven Curtis Chapman write in his song, we come with Great Expectations.

Expect more from God, He has just begun His mighty work.

Don't lose out, don't be content to just sit and wait till you die and go heaven.

I attended the night NECF prayer conference for the past 2 nights, and it was a blessing. It was sad that people don't come and attend to pray and hear about the word from God, but it's alright, the people that came made a difference and that was what counts.

I hope to live another 50 more years to see the 100th independence day of Malaysia!
Then when i die people will quote me of this:

"When i realized how short my time was on earth, it struck me that the things i have been pursuing i could not take with me, and the only thing that mattered was what i did on earth for Christ Jesus, and so begun the life of God using me beyond what i can do and what He wants me to do. And here i am at the end of my life, hoping to do even more before i meet Jesus."

yeap, this will be my final speech before i die!

Happy Merdeka Malaysia!
Praise God for great things He hath done and greater things to come! Amen!

Come, Fly With Me.

Last week, Simon and I traveled down to KLIA 3 times on 3 separate days to send off 3 different brothers.
First person! Eugene Yoong! Superb friend though we argue a lot and insult each other a lot, but it's just the way we function to keep our friendship alive hehe


2nd person! Kevin! hahaha, Alias fan! He happy ler, in New York now enjoying, must go kacau him for updates!

Last but not least, Wei Soon!! Woot! such a blessing he has been and i hope he was happy enough we turned up so early in the morning to see him off though not his first time leaving for Russia hahaha....

But yea, we all did 3 things for them
1)We took photo
2) go McD's
3) We prayed our special prayer for each one of them!

All is done and hope to see them soon, on earth that is.

Men

why do we men give extra attention to pretty girls????

Unfair!

As much as a visual being we are, giving extra attention to pretty girls is just shallow!

C'mon men, we're better than that!

(plus... pretty girls usually are heartbreakers!)

darn

unfair

Why do pretty girls get the extra attention?

pfft.

Giving is better?

Say that a beggar comes up to you and ask for money...

give? or don't give?

Argument 1:
You give because Jesus gave to the needy as well, and you know you can help that person.

Argument 2:
You don't give, because the beggar has all limbs attached and the bible said that if you have hands and don't work you don't eat. Plus it could be a syndicate, like a whole organization sending beggars out to ask for money but the money will not go into their pockets but the organization, you at most buy them food.

Argument 3:
You give ANYWAY even if you think theres a syndicate out there because you did your part and no one can find fault with you no matter what.

I personally feel that i should give it via a proper christian organization and then it will be channeled properly, hmm, still...

Joke

http://www.freemaninstitute.com/rules.htm

Go, laugh, win.

Big 5

Ok, taking Simon's suggestion,i shall blog about CF camp using the top 5 method!

Top 5 best things about Golden Sands:
1. The toilets are squatting kind
2. Bed super duper super crazy gila comfy -Best sleep so far this year.
3. Workers rather friendly
4. The sound of crashing waves
5. A bell to call people when food is served

Top 5 worst things about Golden Sands:
1. toilet paper ran out
2. food were mostly meat and eggs (daniel fast still going on =( )
3. Dorm so small that what everyone was doing was visible, even those who walk around with only underwear on...
4. girls' dorm was nearer to the hall...
5. no mamak nearby

Top 5 things i learned during sessions:
1. the bible can be seen as a progression, i mean, it builds up to something and then has a point, darn, can't explain well, but it was cool
2. Gen 12:3, we must bless others to be blessed.
3. we all bear the same fruit because we come from the same vine, and apart from God we can do nothing, only when we remain in him he shall enable and empower us.
4.we make the choices, and we must bear the consequences, we should choose the better portion, though the other one can be worked out for the glory of God too.
5.when Jesus was tempted, the 3 temptations:we should not do what God did not ask us to do, everything has timing to it, we should do it in progression and wait on God.

Top 5 regrets about CF camp:
1. forgot to bring belt, so pants were super loose, hope no one saw anything they shouldn't..
2. didn't jam music properly with drummerboy
3. didn't had depressed late night bedtime talks with Justin enough
4. no girl stumbled me
5. hearing speaker's lame jokes

Post Camp Syndrome

Cf camp held in Port Dickson was cool

Had some really good moments

teaching was great

The bonding with people was superb

I guess the best part was the sleep, super comfy!
Speaker was cool too, different yet deep, lame yet inspiring.
Learned much, i bet Justin would agree.

Well, i guess if i were to post a full report on Cf camp, it would take up lots of time.. but rest assured, i really had a great time, in an unconventional sense, the enjoyment derived from different things, ranging from the rain to the looks on people's face. Refreshing and profound.

Well i think best i put some highlights and some pics:
-DrummerBoy Isaac Ng provided the best 'blur' moment in camp, example:
Jamie:"So, do you have a white shirt?"
Isaac:"No, i don't"
Jamie:"Weren't you wearing it this morning during worship?"
Isaac:"Yes."
-Dancing during Hawaiian Night, tiring, practices were long! But i guess it was well worth the effort =))
-my angel in the angel/mortal game asked people to talk to me, tuck me in during sleep, sing lullaby and most importantly mini cereal in mini boxes for me most everyday!
-my date for Hawaiian night was sporting
-the stuff i learned from sessions was "WOW"
and many more... guess i can't think much right now, tiring day, it's 1 am.

oops, can't upload pics, hmm, next time then!

Thrilling!

Below is a video well worth watching, probably you may have seen it before.

It's inmates in Philippines doing the Michael Jackson Thriller dance!

It's such a good way to spend their time, i tried learning it a few months back, but no good videos to teach, anyone wanna learn with me? Can do it at my wedding! (Why wedding? 'cause youtube has a video of it too , super chun)

Take a Step

I know Transformers not the 'in' thing anymore, but still there is a line in the show that was really cool...

here it is:
Mikaela: This car's a pretty good driver.
Sam 'Spike' Witwicky: Yeah.
[looks at the empty driver's seat]
Sam 'Spike' Witwicky: Why don't you go sit on that seat there?
Mikaela: I'm not gonna sit on that seat. He's driving.
Sam 'Spike' Witwicky: Yeah. You're right. You know, maybe you should sit on my lap.
Mikaela: Why?
Sam 'Spike' Witwicky: Well, I have the only seat belt here. Safety first.
[Mikaela pauses]
Mikaela: Yeah. Right.
[Mikaela moves from the back seat to where Sam is sitting]
Sam 'Spike' Witwicky: See? That's better.
Mikaela: You know, that seat belt thing was a pretty smooth move.
Sam 'Spike' Witwicky: Thank you.

Oops, no no, this is not the one, though i thought it was a pretty cool line too, must try it one day..

This is the one:

Sam 'Spike' Witwicky: [to Mikaela when she doesn't want to get back in Bumblebee] Fifty years from now, when you're looking back at your life, don't you want to be able to say you had the guts to get in the car?

Life is too short to not live, so why don't you take a step of faith and go wherever God leads? Even if it may seem like something stupid and out of your plans, but give it a try, it may lead someplace better.

Oh Where Oh Where could my...

Here a good friend and beloved sister leaving for Iowa, US early tomorrow morning!

She shares the same surname as me!

Well, her surname is 'Gan', and i am 'Yen', but the mandarin word is the same, you see, 'Gan' is Hokkien while 'Yen' is mandarin.

So basically when we met each other up after high school in HELP again, we called each other brother and sister, she's super nice, she flying off, all the best to her!

How can DanielOng say she's only 'Ok'????? She's hot! Quoting Keren in response to Daniel's remark: "You gay ah?"

Think...

My Uni Cf Camp next week

The comm prayed for it to be a life changing camp

So...


If every time i go for a Christian camp that is life changing

each time i change is 180 degrees

then in 2 camps time i'll revert back to normal??

BK Quiz

Bk quiz '07 was held yesterday

Went there early in the morning, in my half sleepy state met up with teachers and some friends from camps i attended years ago!

Kinda cool, Was invited by Nie Nie to be an invigilator for the written quiz, quite cool, just two years ago i was sitting there doing the paper, now am invigilating, how time flies

Apart from that, after marking the quizzes, i mean recording down the marks, went to eat! they actually prepared food for teachers and invigilators, so got a free meal, which was fine and dandy.

Then the SPM oral quiz started, was ok ler, nothing great, felt short and i was super sleepy at that time.

Then the whole usual thing about giving out prizes and going A & W for meals, went for youth, dinner then went home, a couple of hours later fell asleep, first time in a very long time i slept this early.

Good experience, but time do fly that fast, so fast i'm done with first year in my degree program, how fast some of my friends left or leaving to elsewhere for studies.

This Wed morning also a good friend and 'sister' leaving.

Help CF Camp coming soon too!

Fasting period officially reached its 2nd week! Still surviving!

"I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted"
-Time is Running Out, Muse-

Everything

This video MF intro-ed to me, kinda cool =))
Plus it has Lifehouse-Everything in it!! yea man!

I used..

to wanna be a rock god star, shredding the guitar with any body parts possible, dive into the crowd of fans and let them have a touch at me..

get wasted all day long, have a dozen girls everywhere i go shouting my name..

get millions in selling records, sign movie deals, marry a slutty celebrity and divorce her

and spend my remaining days writing songs and die!

ahh, dreams, so far away...


- Ralph: Me fail English? That's unpossible. -

noooooo

Darn, kena tag again, won't you people leave me alone???
haha
i do it for the sake of your entertainment la huh, MATT THANKS!

Before that, the week was fine, quite busy though, and caine left, sigh sigh and i missed sending off!! argh!

Need my own car, sigh, well, if i got spare cash i be sure to pay you a visit! in the meantime bear with it brother, i'm praying for you.

DanielO is back, sigh, hahaha, kidding, got one more person for me to hang out with is always a good thing, speaking of which we went to this building to send Dan's laptop for repairs, then we started going from the top to bottom floor using the elevator, just to see whats on each floor, there is a Mattel toy production office there! When we reached the ground floor, a security lady asked us what were we searching for, we just told her we were curious and looked around, knowing how dumbass and stupid we look, guess she knew we were telling the truth =))

Then went BSF, stupidly i mistakenly thought to meet a friend at the lrt station at 5 30 pm instead of 6 30 pm, spent 1 hour observing the people, saw about 4 friends oh which 3 ignored me to my face and 1 happily talked to me!

Then we asked each other if we had gfs, obviously both of us are single, and we thought harder, our form 6 circle of friends, all of us are single!! then we sighed together inn despair, and he said, "never mind! We throw a bachelor party!" so totally agreed with him!

Then went BSF via lrt and monorail, very interesting, a lot of things to see, quite fun! Bukit Bintang super happening on a weekday, hey people, lets go there hang out one day (i mean it, let's do it soon, before keren goes off)

BSF was cool, kinda confusing in some parts, but should be ok now! Had supper with Vic and James, then home!

OK now i'll bother to DO the tag...

RULES:
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.

2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.

5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Disclaimer: i simply doing out of fun, subject to change without prior notice, plus my one quite decent one, so don't expect stupid answers =)

8 points ah for the girl i like?
1. Godly! hahaha, if she doesn't have God in her heart, sure something wrong!! plus she might not be too happy when i serve God, so cannot, choose between girl and God, God first la! So godly is good, very important!

2. other than godly, rest mostly bonuses, such as can the girl must be accepted by my S.A.D. members!! well since we are single and desperate, i guess any girl also will be accepted right? haha, nah, i want at least Chan to be happy for me and accept the girl la..

3. the girl must be er.. simple, i mean she must be willing walk or take public transport and endure mamaks when we go out! hahaha, why? Expensive la, high maintenance girl not good to my wallet, of course when i can i will do what i can to pamper, but most of the time, simple and decent!

4. willing to elope! then can go someplace far get married quietly without the hustle and bustle of preparation, save money and can be ridiculously romantic too haha! i know i lari topic already... just kidding about the elope part, or am i?

5. beautiful!! i mean to me la, not like beautiful to everyone, if she is, then good la, but as long as i think she is beautiful then its all good for me

6. can cook! home cook food rocks! man, fasting... getting hungry now...well, as i said all bonuses la, but if can cook would be a super extra point! bake also extra one more point!! oh, must be willing to cook also.

7. this is hard la, how to think of more? i try.. think hard man think hard! sporting! i think with all the crazy things we do and talk about, the girl must be also or at least can be on the same page as me, then can click, and do the stuff together and forge good memories

8. must be accepted by my mom!!! i told my mom before, if the girl i like my mom don't like i straight away will not go for her or dump her!! so my mom is the key!! i don't care! hahaha!!

ok, i know i talk a lot of crap in this tag haha, disappointed matthew?!? no fun tagging me right?

haha anyone wanna bother doing it just copy paste the rules!!

it's 1 19 am, still....no...

wedding invitations,
disappointed..

Wo Ai Ni

Those 3 simples words, yet a sacrifice so great, just because God said those 3 words to us since the very beginning, He gave up His own Son for us..

Everywhere i turn to (blog-wise), i read about relationship problems, i read about how this girl wants this guy and can't have him or vice versa. I overhear in the radio about guy trying to court girl but failed miserably, i hear people breaking up.

Why does this persist? Why do we always get ourself entangled in this matter? We can't go on without love is it? without a companion? Paul said if possible remain single so that we can wholly serve the Lord, but how many of us wants that? We hear of people wanting to do missions but wants a wife to accompany, why do we strive for the other half?

I guess what puzzles me is that it could be simple yet because of us, it has turned out to be a seriously long complex issue.

Couldn't i just walk up to a girl and say, "I love you." and be done with it? Get married? why the long arduous process of courting and trying to gain the girl's attention only to be heartbroken? If only God would give us the EVE we all need, then life would be simpler =))

Oh well, still, i'm just saying my thoughts, not against anything =p

I still want an invitation to YOUR wedding, yes, if you read this, unfortunately you have now the obligation to invite me to your wedding!

-We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone-
-Dance Floor Anthem, Good Charlotte-

2 days and counting!

2 days have passed!

What do i think of it?

HUNGRY!!

I on a full vege only meal diet, and yet i constantly feel hungry, i mean i eat a lot of vege man, still hungry, can never truly understand vegetarians, enlighten me if you're one!

All in all, it's a good time, God has truly somehow shown Himself to me a bit more in the past 2 days, the lack of bondage due to MSN has been beneficial, not that i did anything super spiritual, but i guess that it feels....free.

Went for BSF today, kinda cool, met a couple of faces i haven't seen in a long time =)

hehe, so kinda good

also refreshing to email people hehe, long time didn't really do it, so here's the chance!
Yea! till next post! (real soon, since nothing much to do hehe)

On your mark, get set, go!

48 minutes has passed on my clock, hehe, 48 minutes into my msn fast and Daniel fast..

Still retaining the internet and emails because need to do some work!

Well, about 8 hours ago had futsal with my youths! It was fine and dandy, was doing ok for a goalkeeper till Caine took a shot at the ball straight to my nuts/family jewels/(insert name for ya brother), i went down a second later, suffering a heavy blow on my future as a dad and wife satisfier, hahaha, was out for quite awhile but played a lil more after that =)) hahahahaha

Oh well, Caine gonna leave soon =((, sigh, another good brother going away! when will God stop taking people from my life away?? hahaha, oh well, it's for the better!!

Ok better stop and go sleep, got church! plus since msn gone, got lotsa time to do other stuff!

Morning Class..

Ok, for the first time in few weeks woke up this early on my own will! About 8 am-ish, but then again, didn't sleep for the whole night

anyone got cure for this?
I cannot fall asleep at night anymore
Always lying awake, eyes wide open, staring at my darkness covered ceiling.
Going on quite long already.. maybe should take sleeping pills hohoho
The only good i can think coming out of this, is my mind keeps thinking a lot of stuff, so got time to map out stuff and plan stuff and envision some stuff etc etc

Well, woke up morning for LAN class replacement, 10 am class finished at 10 35 am, hahaha, potong man, go there, have a few laughs at mispronounced terms in other people's presentations, helped a poor girl reverse her manual wira car.. proud i still can manage manual cars haha!!! and didn't really embarrass myself a lot, now here i am blogging bout it

what a morning, wish i could sleep, i really wanna sleep, why can't i sleep anymore??!??
why couldn't i not sleep dring STPM days? that'd make more sense haha... oh well..

Counting...

about 22 hours more till my 40 day fast, haha, man, this is gonna be tough!!

Nesh left, aiseh

more people leaving soon..

Anyway, waiting for hair to dry at 1 56 am..

i'm bored here, i wanna sleep, but hair wet,
no hair dryer...

noooo...

Fast!! Fast!!! Yay!!!

So the 40 days fast and prayer for the nation organized by NECF is starting!!!

Last year fasted lunch and er... not sure what but i did it!!

So this year, to up a notch, to be more serious! Simon and I decided to do a Daniel (Bible Character) fast and MSN Messenger fast!!

So basically since i'm already on a vege diet, i will opt to take away the rice i go along with vege and only drink water..and of course Messenger, without it, i'm totally, er, almost well, free?
So i'm relying on emails and text messaging(Sms), yea, not fasting internet, because need it for important stuff, but no messenger! So i'm VERY free, find me, or text me.. ok that sounded desperate, but i am!

Simon will go on a no meat, no eggs diet!!! NO eggs???? Whoa...... big thing wei, lets see how he survive that! And no Messenger also, yay!!
So you all wanna join us? C'mon, think about it, no messenger wor, then we can a whole lot of time together, so if you have secret crushes on me or simon, this is the best excuse to find us!

Come join!! I implore you people!!!!

Note: Fasting involves praying and seeking God too ler, just in case you wanna lecture me about all these things,way ahead of you bro..

Ok, now comes to the tag, Vic, if it wasn't you who tagged me, i wouldn't have bothered also, because i simply adore you (in a very decent platonic way), i shall do it..

Name 20 persons you can think of and do this survey and tag 5 people:

1) Vic
2) Naresh
3) Justin
4) Jeff
5) Simon
6) Hoc Mun
7) Keren
8) TKH
9) Caine
10) Suz
11) Mick
12) Ean
13) Jordan
14) DanielO
15) Pris
16) Sharon
17) Anna
18) Esther
19) MF
20) Ming Lynn

Note: If your name doesn't appear, doesn't mean i'm not thinking of you or you're not my good friends, just that i can't put more than 20 ler, and also the order of which the name appeared doesn't matter.. so don't sensitive!

Questions:

1) How did u meet #14 (DanielO)? - Daniel Ong?????? Hohohoh, seriously? He was in the same kindy as me! 6 years old man, now we're 21! 15 years of friendship! Cool eh? Though we really annoy each other sometimes, but we bros eh?

2) What would you do if you hadn't met #1(Vic)? Oh no, cannot, my life in Help will be downhill, cannot cannot, if God didn't let me meet Vic, i think i'll rot in Help (no offence to my other friends in Help), Vic helped me a lot and encouraged me, plus i have another friend in Ipoh during CNY! Yay!

3) What would you do if #20(Ming Lynn) and #9(Caine) dated? - First of all, there'll be war, and won't happen, i think something sure go wrong somewhere, hahahahahha, but if they do, i wanna be invited to wedding, i don't care!!

4) Would #6(Hoc Mun) and #17(Anna) make a good couple? HAHAHAHAHHAHA, er yes, Hoc Mun very loyal and Anna very godly, both can compliment each other, though Hoc Mun's looks don't match with her laa....

5) Describe #3(Justin) Justin?? Oh man where do i start? ok la, good brother, good friend, kinda, tomato face, girls always dig him instead of me @&%&#%* haha... 5 years from now! we set to look back and laugh about what we did this year! i'll see you there brother!

6) Do you think #8(TKH) is attractive? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA, no comments la, serious, but he seems to be getting a lot of girls' attention, go figure...

7) Tell me sumthin about #7(Keren) My black bro! haha, oh man, Keren, life of the party, always never fail to crack me up and a very good friend, when he leaves for UK later this year i think i'll be very very sad... sigh.. but till then, must hang out and talk cork sing song more!

8) Do you know anythin bout #12(Ean)'s family? Yeap, quite long already, they have a pond at their house, oooh, nice fisshiessss....

9) What is #1(Vic)'s favourite food? Er, oops, don't be mad, but not too sure, but i know whatever it is it's good, she got good taste!

10) What will you do if #11(Mick) confeses that he/she likes you? Ooh, would i turn gay for him? well i would, he's handsome, macho and well, i guess that is my only criteria for guys! hahahaha

11) What language does #15(Pris) speak? Only language she knows, gibberish! hahaha

12) Who is #9(Caine) going out with? No brainer man this one, Suz!

13) How old is #16(Sharon)? 22 laaa.... pfft, old hag..

14) When is the last time you talk to #13(Jordan)? Last Sunday!

15) Who is #2(Naresh)'s favourite singer? Mozart, i don't know, i know its classical and its not Muse! hahaha

16) Would you date #4(Jeff)? Yes! We are already(since we hang out so much, auto assumption), oh so sad.

17) Would you date #7(Keren)? Yes, i will, no doubt, who can resist him??

18) Is #15(Pris) single? HAHAHAHA, yes, i think, yes, quite sure, i think will be for a very long timee hahaha

19) What is #10(Suz) 's last name? Suz Tan Xze Zang! i give you full name some more haha

20) Would you consider being in a relationship with #19(MF)? hahahahhaa, if only you wish us both to watch shows till death do us tv shows part..

21) What school did #17 (Anna) go to? Puay Chai, DJ, Sunway Monash.. all rival schools..pfftt..

22) Where does #6(Hoc Mun) live? Sungei Way!! Scary, don't mess with him, he gangstarrrrr..

23) What is your favourite thing about #5(Simon)? Haha, erm, let's see, nothing? haha, favourite thing wor, meaning object ah? Sax! Ok la, add some more, his willingness to help and also he paid for my last mamaking session!

24) What do you think about #13(Jordan)? Buffed and strong and surprisingly skinny now hohohoho

25) What do #4(Jeff) and #18(Esther) have in common? Short! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

26) What special qualities does #5(Simon) have? His super ability to connect with people and bring them together (especially for football hehe)

I tag:
NO ONE! Unless you're bored, just copy paste la haha..

Finally over! Don't tag me again! seriously haha

P.o.V

Nesh and I had this debate, and no conclusion has been reached.

Nesh's argument:

God created the one and only DNA specific girl for you to marry in this life. And He will show the girl to you in due time.

My argument:

You get to pick anyone you wanna marry but have to commit the relationship to God and move from there if God didn't say no.

I know, i'm also quite annoyed at myself for always talking bout girls girls and girls..

on another note, er, there is no other note...

Sometimes words get in the way...

-All the best wherever God is sending you all to!-

Snow Flakes

I don't get it, why is Christmas only celebrated in the month of December??

If Christmas, isn't Christmas, till it happens in your heart, and my heart is happening with Christmas, then why not celebrate it now???

If we are the reason, then all the more Christmas can be celebrated right now!
And after that we can all can have boxing day!
Put on your boxing gloves my fellow mates! Boxing is around the corner too!

So Jingle those bells!
bring mistletoe everywhere!
Winter wonderland!
Frozen Throne!

Merry Christmas to you, you and you, and all my friends out there!
Be merry and let us enjoy Christmas wherever we are! HoHoHo!!

Merry Christmas!!

Jawohl

Reading news can be very depressing!

It's not fun, more you read, more stuff to pray for, all the more i backed my previous post to not sit and do nothing but pray for things to unfold in ya life!

Anyway, here's a couple of good pics!

Honorary Salutations #2

-Chan-
-For being best buddies since form 1 and sat beside me in class for 5 years!-

-HocMun-
-YukChai Classmate and Counterpart as He stated in his blog, wise yet nonsensical haha!--Daniel-
-6 year old classmate and friend, for all the times we annoy each other hohoho-

Abnormal

God isn't normal at all, He isn't!

If He is, you'd see lightning zaps every hour on bad guys and flash floods every now and then to wipe us clean so He can start afresh. He'd be like granting your every wish. I think Bruce Almighty the movie portrays a 'normal god', that is limited by our human minds, just like when Jim Carrey a.k.a Bruce got his power from god.

So if God is abnormal, He'd have a abnormal Son right? That's where Jesus comes in, since beginning of His birth, He hasn't been really humanly normal, born into a virgin womb, ditching parents to stay in the temple to debate with scholars and teachers, healing the sick, proclaiming to be Son of God, transfiguration, dying on the cross, resurrecting etc etc etc.

So, think one step further, God made us in His image, so we being called sons and daughters of God, are suppose to reflect God in our character, meaning we can't be normal!

Then why do Christians always run around being normal, hohoho, some of you gonna fire me for saying this! But really, think of it, passing by this earth living like any other human, is not what we were made to do.
Well, here is a passage from Luke that shows Jesus telling us that we should be different going against the flow of the world:

32 "If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' love those who love them.

33 And if you do good to those who are good to you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' do that.

34 And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' lend to 'sinners,' expecting to be repaid in full.

35 But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.

36 Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.
-Luke 6: 32- 36

In one way or another, this illustrates that Jesus meant us to be different, not in just those ways, but throughout the bible, we are meant to do a lot of things that are against the flesh.

Now practical terms:
Should we be contented to just scrape the day by, by just studying, going to church, grow up, find a job, get married, buy a house, buy a car, then have kids, retire and die?
I think not, we should do more, we have the great Lord our God as our Father, how can we just do all the small things and not expect bigger things to come?
We must pray for God's will to unfold in our lives, if God truly wants you to be a office boy or a toilet cleaner, then by all means do it with all your heart, but pray for more, more i tell you, so that your life here won't be in vain.
I'm not asking you to be a super Christian and save a thousand souls a day, i don't expect you to be Jim Elliott and change the world or be like Billy Graham. Just be who God wants you to be and not looking back with regrets.

I hope this post will make you think, if you have problems with it, i be more than happy to hear your thoughts.
Time is running out. Don't wait anymore. March on, soldiers of Christ!

2005

-Honorary Salutations #1 -
This goes out to Nesh and Justin for being there when it counts!

Hard to Die

John McClane is so cool, so so so cool.
Rewatched Die Hard the first movie, man, super cool for an 80's movie.

Finals are over! Can't say i did well, but i'm pretty sure i won't fail hahahaa!!!

What's next? Can't bum around, go work or something, start a venture. Meet friends who are flying off and coming back (Danny boy! you fool, come back belanja me stuff, a new transformers toy would be cool hehehe)

Apart from that,life goes on. A good friend made a good point, time is only time because we measure it, so time flies because we measure it, so stop measuring and just do stuff without hesitating and leave no regrets!

Man, comes this time again where i think a lot- Being a Christian is fine and dandy, you trust God that all things is in His hands, but then you see see your life not much changes and that things go awry and against you, but you trust Him, yet He is the God of abundance, and others received a lot, but you think again, God is fair, in His own time, so you wait, but waiting is painfully long, so you question Him again, and Jeremiah writes He has plans to prosper you, but in what ways we don't know, and maybe He did, with a good house, family and friends, but we are greedy creatures, we want more, and we can ask for more for God is so giving, but again, you don't ask for there comes humility and you are satisfied with God Himself and when you have God you lack nothing. Haha, it's so cool yet so hard, to trust but not being able to physically see that your trust is yielding anything. But oh well, trust and obey, that's what i must and will do. Keep the faith brothers and sisters! Spur each other on!


I am just quoting John McClane:
"Yippiekaier, mo**********!!"

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
-First Time, Lifehouse

Making That Call

Finals in less than 8 hours, can't say am prepared, just jaded about it, short semester ain't really my thing.

Public Uni entry starts this week! Kudos to those who gained an entry, may God be with you all! For those who do not have an entry or chose to pursue some other alternatives, may the good Lord guide you too!

As the year moves into the 2nd half, a lot of shots have to be made, things are going to change, things have changed.

These few weeks, sleep have been awful, so have many waking moments where i could think of so many things, like, how would this year end? How would what i intend to start fare? Will all my friends who are scattered be fine? These nights are precious, it causes you to think.

The busyness of life really kills our spirit, we just are so caught up with so many things that we have not the time to think. Thinking is very important, we do it most of the time, and yet in those times we think so shallow.

I encourage you people to think!
Things i think about:
- Will Nesh really see that tsuname the pastor preached about??
- Will my friends who are flying off be alright?
- Will i ever be invited to any weddings at all?
- What if tomorrow i die, will i say i ran the good race?
- Are transformers real?
- and a lot of what if stuff...

Oh one funny thing, mom asked me just yesterday, in a very very serious tone




"Son, tell me honestly...... Are you desperate for a girlfriend?"

Malacca

Got home yesterday.

Highlights:
1) Fruit sushi
2) Almost died after consuming this candy, the last fruit caused an allergic reaction to ALL of us and we choked and couldn't breathe and was dying.
3) Smooth talked with indon waitresses to get a HUMONGOUS prawn during satay celup session, not kidding, really gila big. When i get the pic i'll prove it to you.
4) played cards till wee hours of the morning
5) sightseeing
6) almost killed my friends when i volunteered to drive home and was dozing off at some point.

Chasing Your Steps.

- Ok, will blog bout whatever happens if i tell a girl via sms,msn or face to face, like justin said, not anytime soon ler, hehe-

8 months passed me by, my 1st year of studies coming to an end, next sem will see me entering into 2nd year, lecturers come and go, friends are flying off (again).

The zeal to influence the people around me in uni has died somewhat. The new upcoming batch of uni people, who are due to leave in a week's time to public unis across m'sia , has made me realised what i have done and not done for the past 8 months. Someone told me that he wants to be an influencer in his uni and now is preparing by seeking God and reading books and praying.

For the past 8 months i've been been complacent, been struggling to find a place i can fit in, when i know damn well that i am not of this world, of course i don't belong anywhere but heaven. So i guess i have to buck up, only 2 more years! I hope you people also will influence others, good or bad, be one! let not the world corrupt you, but corrupt this damned world with ya zeal and passion for the better.

"You and I have need of the strongest spell that can be found to wake us from the evil enchantment of worldliness." - CS Lewis

--The Weight of Glory

Question

Do girls like guys to confess their feelings over the internet, text message or face-to face?

So far info i've gathered indicated that girls prefer face-to-face.
One said depending on situation, if the guy she doesn't likes, then better over internet, internet rejection easier, if guy she likes then face-to-face more romantic.

Can girls really handle face-to-face??

text message seems like the lesser evil, but still girls say not good. Hmm, questions to ponder, must continue to gather info.


Prince Charming: You! You can't lie! Where is Shrek?
Pinocchio: Well, uh, I don't know where he's not.
Prince Charming: You don't know where Shrek is?
Pinocchio: On the contrary,
Prince Charming: So you do know where he is!
Pinocchio: I'm possibly more or less not definitely rejecting the idea that I undeniably
Prince Charming: Stop it!
Pinocchio: Do or do not know where he shouldn't probably be. If that indeed wasn't where he isn't!

Future Intentions

Last sat i went for my cousin's wedding, it was boring mannn, i know i know, i'm happy for him and stuff, but it was borrrinnnnggggggg.

I hope my wedding won't be this boring
His wedding was boring because:
1) super a lot of unknown people
2) draggy
3) didn't start on time - though it is quite common, but i think this was like late LATE!
4) no pretty girls
5) song selection lousy

But one thing though, my cousin know his HOT wife thru ICQ!!!! what the>>>~>!>$#>$~$>~%>!!

So, online love is possible, hehehe, too bad msn can't really randomly find people to meet, cis, i missing out on quite a lot.

So anyway here is my wedding plan to avoid boredom amongst my people:
It'll start on time, people don't come on time their problem, i ta pau the food they miss out for supper.
I'll dress in tight black leather suit and sing "I believe in a thing called love" by The Darkness.
I'll download some nice movies for them to watch while they eat.
Serve roti canais as main course, free refill all around!
Have food fight.
Have water fight.
Have my bride go on stage and tell the world why on earth she married me using 5,000 words.
Have my S.A.D. pals who are still single and no gf up on stage and laugh at their faces.

I think the basic outline is there, i still have time to improve that list.
Yea need to find a gf first.

...Continuing a Tale

Yea, thanks for the added content to my current tale in my previous post, click the comment section if you wanna read some insults and added jokes.

And yes, that accident led me to Dragonball Z, best anime of all time haha! marathon it kau kau when i was resting at home.

But that's not the point.

So i was in the hospital, no surgery needed, young boys can heal fast, so the doctor said.Pediatric ward was full, so i was placed in the cancer ward, surrounded by mostly leukemia patients, was an eye opener, really really kesian them, i felt my condition ain't so bad after all...

Well long story short, i stayed there for 21 days, everyday eat sleep, books, tv etc etc till i became a fat boy.. one day mom went home to do stuff and dad stayed to take care of me, well you gotta know my bandages were all the way from my toes to my stomach, on the right side of my leg, so the left side and my pissing equipment or family jewels were left in the open with blanket over them.

Well i won't go into how i piss and crap, but it was all done on the bed itself.

One day, the cleaners came by the ward and started cleaning stuff, then the lady ask if anything needs to be clean or changed, my dad without thinking took my blanket away in broad daylight,
my very first indecent public exposure of my family jewels. I was 9 ok? I was building a reputation of being a bad boy, and this was gonna ruin it! So i screamed "DADDD!!!!!!!!!!!"
and smart enough to cover my family jewels with the pillow, well, i guess the scream didn't help as everyone took notice and saw everything, sigh sigh sigh.

Yea, the good side is, this story worth telling, even better when i tell it verbally, i got other details that are too long to type, my students back in taman sea heard this story already, just had to tell them for fun haha.

since then, things never been the same, that memory haunts me everytime when my fly is open, when i take a bath, haha, okok, maybe not so teruk, but still.....
Not cut out to act in blue films.

My only regret was, i never found that issue of doraemon, sigh.... other than that, it was a cool LOOOOONG holiday, one of the best years, slept all i want, ate all i want, watch shows kau kau..

Oh well, another tale next time la..


From despair.com

Telling A Tale

When i was 9, or standard 3, i didn't much study, well, now too as well hehe

But when i do study, i pick up comics, and that time Doraemon was all the rage!
oops, wrong pic, haha, here is doraemon and gang!

so one faithful sat morning, i woke up early so i could watch cartoons, mom asked to go get me own breakfast. So i did, but waiting for the mee to be cooked may take awhile, so i brought doraemon! though i read that same issue like a dozen times, i was still highly entertained, talk about value for money!

So there i was walking down the street, reading while walking, no law against that right?
well, as i cross a deep drain, i slipped and fell in, my thigh hit the side twice because there was two layers to that drain. So obviously, okok maybe not so obvious, i broke my right thigh bone, there i managed to sit upright, trying to move, but couldn't, bruised and helpless, i called for help, to my dismay, uncles at the coffee shop just sipping happily and their coffee and didn't move an inch to help me, kudos to those uncles for trying to let a kid die!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, still quite pissed at them, this is what we call a bystander effect. Sigh. Oh well, sat there awhile sobbing while my doraemon book was lying somewhere in the ditch. Thank God, really i do and did, my kind vet doctor came and assisted me to the hospital...

This post getting long, i get to the interesting bit next time!

PBC Church Camp

It's that time of the year again where a couple of us head down somewhere other than church to have a camp to seek God.

We went to Nilai this time, drove down there with parents, was real sleepy when driving, but i managed to reach there without causing casualties. Don't think my parents knew about my state of drowsiness haha.

It was overall a good camp, because the speaker was chun, Mr. Bernard Hull. He speaks words of wisdom, deep stuff, perspectives we never thought of, it was really an eye opener, cliche as that sounds.

The only gripe i have against him is that he speaks soft and sloooooooooow. Real slow, at times i could just fall asleep and wake up and he still haven't finish elaborating one point. Really, staying awake was the biggest challenge for most of us haha, even more for certain people haha.

the fellowship was cool, the numbers were few. So we hung out together most of the time. We went to Giant, yea, GIANT. People actually go there to date, IN Giant. Town was so small that these people really got no where to go. Employment rate was high, one shop has like so many employees that it hardly made sense.

The waiter at a shop we went to was funny
"I want ice water please"
"huh? what?"
Repeat it 3 times. then..
"oh water, you want ice in it or not?"
"erm, yes, ice water..."

At night, we had picnic outside our hotel rooms, till the manager said it wasn't allowed unless we're in a room, but we had a girl, being gentlemen we are, we decided to keep the food and still hung around.

Sat the lift up and down, harassed hotel customers at the wee hours of the night, played games. It was good clean fun.
Then went and sleep.

Got home today, tiring, but the message was good so i guess it wasn't so bad after all, though it was super pricey, and the place ain't worth that much haha.
Well, it inspired me to go for next year's one. IF the speaker is any good haha.