As far as 2009 goes, a lot has happened, i found lots of new friends, my dog died, i went thailand, had an argument with my dad, have nephew, played in prom, got my degree, went roadtrips, saw a counselor, went to 2 group counseling, take pictures for an interview, take a picture for a product, joined the canticle singers as silent roles, put on makeup, went to see meteor shower, had bacon party, car got stolen.
If i were to name all, it would take up a lot.
Suffice to say, a lot has gone, a lot still going on, and the year ahead should be somewhat interesting.
What really took me by surprise this year, and how my uni ended was the fact i have never felt so much responsibility thrown onto my lap before, the things i think about, the things i do, the weighing of decisions, the balance keeping, just wasn't something i like to carry with me right now.
Dreams put on hold, desires suppressed, feelings masked, words unspoken, these are just few of the many things that i supposed most of us feel when we grow up. as normal as it seems, it shouldn't be this way any longer than it should.
Call me naive, idealist, dreamer, but there are still things in life that are worth pursuing despite being worthless in some eyes.
So, as uni ended, and it's been a bumpy ride, to sum everything up as my counselor puts it - there will always be choices.
Choices indeed.
Let's anticipate what forthcoming choices i will have to make.
-Bah, Emo Fail-
