Monday, November 27, 2006

Ultra Dance

I think this is the video Ean was referring to...

Time Has Wings

Not really that busy to not update, just that time always find a way to slip past me... procrastinating as usual, more than usual actually, my assignments due this fri, and finals are next week! Then a month long holidays, can't wait for that.

Kinda disappointed that in my assignment, my lecturer pointed out minor grammatical errors, i always thought if i could not score at content i would score at language, darn, must improve.

Well, what can i say, this week has been a busy one, doing stuff, but i also found out where i stood in uni, it isn't a happy revelation, but yea, through grace i shall pull through, and i know my uni friends doesn't read my blog, so i can safely assume that what i say here won't have any after effects on my life in uni hehe

went clubbing with course mates, was fun, yet was an eye opener, can't say much, because i don't know how to say it, suffice to say i think life in uni will be very different for me, being set apart by God isn't a pretty thing, you feel socially like an outcast, but yet you know something great is happening, i may be projecting myself as 'holier-than-thou' attitude as you read this, but i assure you i am not.. now struggling between uni work and christian life, the latter is really a mind killer..

Today a speaker from Australia came to, obviously,speak!
He was giving out prophetic word to people as well, i wasn't compelled to go out, was wondering is it because i was ignorant, or because i have no calling to go out, or because i wasn't in line with God's will at that moment, nevertheless, i know my future is somewhat already laid out, jsut i have to wait for God to reveal them to me.

Plus, i believe half of them who went out really don't know what they are doing, but i know that some of them received some good stuff, hope it all goes well with them.

Another day at uni tomorrow... today i am quite emo, don't know why, must be my sister and her bf la, always projecting some disturbing images when they around me, getting lots of goosebumps lately...

"Lovelace: Ladies, please avert your eyes. Cos' I've been known to hypnotize. "

Friday, November 17, 2006

Prelude to War

Finally done with two assignments, handed it in today. Still remains are my group assignment paper and my case study which is yet to come.

My 3 visits to the hospital has come to and end, it was erm, nothing what i expected, you'd expected a bunch of kids, but in the end we had a couple of them and that also they slow to warm up, i kept forgetting they're sick and quite tired, but it was fulfilling to me, not sure bout my other team members, and the doctor super nice... i think we did something good, albeit only a few kids, God really do love those kids, i feel sad when i see them in that state, but i know God has better plans for them that i do not know and cannot see. Praise God!

Realized my life in Help is quite fun, as in i don't find it tiresome to go classes, i find joy in small simple things like being with people and having a few laughs, people can laugh and say i don't know what life is when I'm not out there partying and stuff, but i think i just like it the way it is. i feel good, but i hope not to be complacent, i need to push on!

just got off battlestar galactica, i like this part of the conversation between Baltar and the cylon.

: I'm a scientist. And as a scientist, I believe if God exists our knowledge of him is imperfect. Why? Because the stories and myths we have are the products of men, the passage of time. The religion you practice is based on a theory, impossible to prove, yet you bestow it with absolutes like 'there is no such thing as coincidence.'
D'Anna Biers: It's called faith.

Faith is so important, everyday i live, is everyday based on faith, knowing that this world will perish anyhow, i still live on to do the will of God, i need more faith.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Daniel Ong Bought a Ticket????

Man, i was surprised when Daniel showed me his ticket to see Blades or Sheffield United Vs. Manchester United, i mean, er, well, anyway, i'm really glad he decided to spent that 24 pounds to watch his favourite team play, though he from sheffield, isn't he suppose to support the Blades then?? HAHA, cool man.

Daniel claims he does not know where he is sitting, hopefully someplace visible la

eh, go make a sign saying "Lordson! I'm here and you're not!" or "Lordson is my friend!", as long as my name there la, please??? I'll try to spot you in tv la, if it's aired here. Ok?
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Anyways, had my first exam yesterday! It was ok la, got a headache after it, using a lot of brain power, almost a year since stpm that i did an exam haha.
Hospital today, they didn't really expect us, so we sort of tour around the ward, and also did some talking to the kids, quite kesian seeing kids so young having leukemia and all, and seeing how the parents are happy to see visitors, maintaining a steady composure, sigh, must pray for them.

Oh yea, TGCM will be leaving today to Australia for 10 days..... =(

So i wrote this up( i mean now, as i'm typing this)

TGCM, why art thou leaving?
So cruel and so deceiving.
Your departure is so soon...

no la, kidding, TGCM go have a safe trip and stay longer if you want, i'm sure we're fine with it.
Ahh...... busy busy busy.

Can't compose my thoughts coherently, feel as if today's entry super messy, anyway, quite tired!!!!!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

The Good Old Days?

Just came home from a b'day dinner with another family at Tai Thong Restaurant or Imperial Palace Restauran. It was a great meal, ate to my stomach's satisfaction!! Man, had dinner, now typing this entry, while tomorrow mid-term exam awaits me, and i have a couple of assignments haven't type out yet...

Physically i feel tired and lethargic, been taking a medicine, probably the side effect is drowsiness, today i came home and slept a 3 hour nap..Eczema taking a turn for the worse, and not only that, i seem to suffer from other physical illness which seems puzzling to me, sigh, can't concentrate, can't do much without feeling uncomfortable one way or the other.

So, can you people pray for me please? desperately need healing.

Aside from that, my project i was talking a few entries earlier is coming to place, sent in the letter to the hospital today, and we'll start this thursday. Thanks to those who gladly helping me out in gathering some materials! i'm sure the kids will be much blessed by you all.

Now come to my main tpic of the day. As i was sitting listening to the adults' coversation, they kept talking about how good the old days were, no doubt i must admit that the old days really was cool, as in, education system was top notch, it was safer, environment was great etc. etc. Yet i couldn't help but feel annoyed when they kept saying how MY generation was this and that.

Case in point- They say they used to get themselves dirty and catch bugs and stuff to rear, then they went on to say how we don't wanna get dirty and stuff. Mind you, i kept spiders and others before, i played in muds, i went fishing and all the things THEY claimed they did as a child and we didn't do. Just because i'm afirad of cockroaches doesn't mean i don't touch other bugs and go get dirty.

Another thing that i was most annoyed by this person who said,quote," Our education system was British, now the spm and stpm papers are worthless." end of quote. I beg to differ!! Maybe spm standards has dropped quite badly, if i can get A1 for add maths, anyone can too. But Stpm is something that still has standards.

I just dislike the fact they think we're sooooo useless and sooo caught up with luxury, well, i can't say for sure all my peers likes doing outdoor stuff, i can safely say most of us still like to sweat, do stuff that doesn't involve air-conds. Plus, the weather now is horrible, the roads are unsafe even in broad daylight, it is the parents who refuses to let us go do our stuff, it is also wise to be careful, so things changed, for better or worse they did, so no point in dissing my generation, i guess adults like it.

I pray i won't end up like them, talkibg bad bout the new generation, if it's anything at all, i'll just say i'm old, and i like being old, the kids can go destroy themselves for all i care.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Area Of Concern

It's 3 am as i type this... supposed to sleep, but decided to do some work, today(Saturday) is gonna be a long day, got movie festival, gonna watch The Incredibles, maybe i'll take a nap then hehe, since i saw the show before, and i have a copy, use the time for other purposes? Sight-seeing perhaps?

Oh anyways, i need art related stuff, can anyone donate some? for the kids at the hospital, we gonna let them do some artwork!!! so can help the tired parents and let them take a day off!! It's gonna be meaningful, my motives now are to bless the children, i must keep my motives pure, or God may not bless the work i'm doing. But so far, God has shown great mercy in this project and i believe He'll truly bless the kids in the hospital, God love kids.

I'm not good with kids, i like babies, but kids, i like them, but sometimes they're just frustrating y'know?

I need to work on my parenting skills, thankfully i got a baby and a kid in my house, my mom looks after them, so can practice a bit hehehe, if i do wrong with these kids, then at least i can only do better with my own kids!! HAHAHAHAHA... oops.. just kidding!

Going Ipoh tomorrow for Uncle's birthday, so guess i'll have a day off for myself, but i should like to do a bit of work as well hehe, ar! i don't wanna be a workaholic!!!

Leave me alone! hahahah!!!!


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Divine Timing. God Knows Best.

Today was quite adventure for my 2 course mate and i.

Well, today after tutorials, we were supposed to me et up and have lunch at a mamak near Uni. It started raining super heavily, 'twas raining cats and dogs and their craps, man, practically everywhere...

So it was gloomy, but cooling, yet was a drag to travel in such a foul weather, getting wet with my books and notes inside wasn't a pleasant thing.

One of my friend was late, but eventually turned up and fetched us to UH.

We were gonna do some community project, and though highly discouraged by our lecturer to avoid hospital because of long tedious document process of approval..But we insisted on it anyways.

So went to UH, almost missed the turn to the parking lot, then was a hassle to find a parking spot, thank God my friend drove a kelisa, so the car fitted somewhat in an impossible parking spot, near the elevators. Haha.

then we went to the counter, asked the lady, she directed us to human resource, but we decided to just go to the pediatric ward and ask the senior nurse or something(an idea from my church elder) so we did, stumbling and getting lost, the interns and nurses misdirected us so many times we decided to stop asking and just go by faith hehehe.

Eventually, after much wrong turns and dead ends, we stumbled across the pediatric ward. Upon arriving, we realized we had not prepare anything at all, no pen, no papers, nothing, we don't even know where to find the senior nurse, since visiting hours were over, the place was quiet. So we stared at each other, wondering what to do next, then we simply just wanted to ask, so happen a woman clad in doctor outfit came along, so i stopped her and stuttered,"er..erm, we're, you know..." And i looked at my friend...

eventually words came out, and we told her we wanted to do something like make a wish for terminally-ill kids.. and she seems like in a hurry i told her to direct us to the person in charge, to our amazement she is the head of department(one of them), and said we found the right person, we were stunned awhile, then she asked us to wait for her in the 9th floor, and so we did, realizing we were so under prepared, we just roughly came up with an idea, soon the doctor came back and took us in, she intro-ed us to the other doctor in charge, then told us to change our plans since there were no children suitable for us to carry our plans out. So she went to talk about another alternative, which was actually what my church elder suggested and i told my group to take it as a backup plan, so we agreed to do activities with the kids and stuff.

so planning is on the way, will update it soon enough.

But truly amazed, God delayed us here and there, made us walked aimlessly, so the timing was perfect and we would meet the person we needed to meet, my friends called it good 'feng shui' , i kept stressing it's God, and i know rightly so, God is mysterious. So praise God!!

Kneeling down every morning to pray before you start your day is a good thing to do.