Friday, February 27, 2009

God PC or Mac?

If God were to use computers, would he pick a PC or Mac?

Well, PC has windows the makes too much error, so not really consistent with God's characteristics.

But Mac has an apple as a logo, we all know someone ate the apple and sin, so not really reflective of God either.

PC has loads of apps made for it, but Mac has stable programs.
Bill gates vs Steve Jobs.
I think God will use neither, both two evil.
God probably uses his PDA - Powerful Divine Attributes.

Keren you leaving tomorrow?? Bye Bye S.A.D. =(
we had a good long run!

Question i will never answer: who is the one and only girl as of now that i actually regretted not trying to go for?
If you wanna know, make a date with my funeral, its probably a rock concert and the answer will be revealed there, so come la please. thank you!

-Viva Pinata!-

Monday, February 23, 2009

Sunday, February 22, 2009


Is group membership important? Can we live in isolation from others and be satisfied?
Sometimes because of this membership stuff, we do stupid things like being who we ar enot, and probably participate in activities that are against our own principles.

Bible scriptures say that we probably should not live in isolation, at least not by choice.

But thing is, group membership is such an important factor, if you think about it, friends constitutes a group, so does church, political party, etc etc.
It really just depends on how hardcore you take your membership to be.

But i really think we shouldn't be bothered with petty ones, things that make you miserable such as uni groups, "cool" people etc etc

rather join groups that are accepting such as NGOs, S.A.D., BeFrienders, satisfaction of a membership without hassle!
I highly recommend the second one. Really. No, really.
-What spot is this???-

Wednesday, February 18, 2009



Monday, February 16, 2009

Believe it or not

I do not believe in:missionary dating
  • valentine's day
  • evolution
  • myself getting a first class honor
  • polygamy
  • suicide solving problems
  • being an asshole
  • time machine
  • bermuda triangle
  • fashionable dressing
  • talking stuff toys
  • Ned Flanders
  • love at first sight
I do believe in:
  • my own skills
  • a higher being
  • getting married
  • swords
  • the quote, "everyone lies."
  • food
  • being myself
  • global warming
  • holidays
  • survival of the fittest
  • Homer Simpson
  • Bender
  • Jack Sparrow
  • Goku

Sunday, February 15, 2009

For you.

Earth is bigger than what i see,
More than more could more ever be,
People come, people go,
No one ever truly stays here below.

What then in life will you decide?
On whose immortal being will you abide?
One who determines the place for your soul?
Or one who has a one way ticket, an enemy, a foe?

It is not I who is being religious,
Nor would I be stupidly supertitious,
I barely touched what you need to know,
It's up to you in the end to determine where you'd go.

It is a decicison you have to make,
It decides then the path you will later take,
In this ungodly world full of strife,
Look towards Jesus, the way, the truth and the life.


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

"Too Bad"

"Everyone's got to face down the demons, Maybe today, We can put the past away"

"It's too bad that we had no time to rewind. Let's walk, let's talk."

"A Summer's Disregard, A Broken Bottle Top And A One Man's Soul"

"I must have been confused or vain to let this evil in my brain."

"Before this room became just a place. Where I just sleep through endless days. Spinning webs and carving names. Where thoughts break up, exploding in space"

"Why can't we see when we bleed we bleed the same?"

"Running in circles. Chasing our tails. Coming back as we are."

"She's a shooting star, good night, good night."

"Signed, with a home tattoo, happy birthday to you was created for you."

"Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life. Trying to make ends meet, trying to find somebody then you die."-Speak to the Hand-

Monday, February 09, 2009

So Say We All

8Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. " - James 4:8

He mentioned about christian duty, for me, i go to verse 8 instead, saying the quoted found above.
Double-minded, this was the verse as i broke sabbatical and went back to a church for a service, and this was the verse that had made the most impression on me.
Because of late I've been exploring grounds that were once thought restricted and boundaries once untouched. And the attractions of the world apart from God is enticing, entrapping, and "alive". But God hates luke warm people, He agrees to a certain extend what Katy Perry sings, "You're hot then you're cold." It's better to be one or the other than in the middle unlike malcolm (Tv show joke reference), so i have to pick a side soon. Pretty soon, and i most likely will know where i want to stand. For once you tasted the truth, ignoring it brings sure death and doom that can be blamed on no one save you.

Below are some pics i edited a lil to test out new software for fun, unfortunately photoshop won't install on my comp, so i make do make do, and was alright with editing using another software which does the job just as well though maybe not as thorough. (Note: I did not do a good job of putting the pics in the ori size, so if wanna view, please click on the pic for the full view.)


-She's The One-

-There She Sits-

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Never Gonna Be As Big

Petrosains is actually a cool place to go too.

But the galeri petronas just a floor below is just as interesting. Saw some cool artworks by local artists, and it was interesting, there was like clay displays, paper mache stuff and aluminum foil faces and much more, too bad no photography allowed! Bet it could turn out to be some pretty cool pics.

And it was free!!! Not so for petrosains, with student ID, still close to about RM10, but i guess since i paid it, might as well take my time.

Thought it'd be childish, first they put you in some semi time capsule and take you a looooooooooooooong ride to the next section, slow and i found out m'sians terlalu egoistic hahaha, don't think it is healthy, but i guess that's why we got so many stuff going on right now that people are pissed off.

Anyway, petrosains is a good place to be educated in stuff, problem solving, how some industries actually go about doing their work, i was kinda taken aback by the oil rig works, i thought oil rig was pure labor, showing off my manly muscles shirtless and sweat covering my body under the blazing sun, girls will go wild!

But noooo, it had to be about engineering and things involving valve pipes and timing and all that stuff. Argh! Is there a no brainer job?? I need one.

All in all, Friends and I spent a bit too much time playing arounf inside, especially the F1 area, kinda a lot of cool interactive stuff.

Will i go again? No. I mean, if got BETTER company, i would consider, but no.

In case you were wondering, i am doing better in my sabbatical. =)


Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Awaken The Dawn

Another mortal went back to dust, lately death has been lingering around longer than we come to be familiar with.

Time is short, so?

Recently, my class assignment was to write on your tombstone, i planned something funny, but in the end scrap it, in case i lose marks.

Funny la my lecturers, rajin a bit do work, then say we unprepared and minus 2 marks!

Ok rant over.

Funny tombstone writings:

Remember man, as you walk by, As you are now, so once was I, As I am now, so shall you be, Remember this and follow me. To which someone replied by writing on the tombstone: To follow you I'll not consent, Until I know which way you went.

In a Ruidoso, New Mexico cemetery: Here lies Johnny Yeast, pardon me for not rising.

In a Georgia cemetery: "I told you I was sick!"

Courtesy of

-Stairway to heav..?-

Monday, February 02, 2009


I don't usually go blog tags, no i still don't, but now since this 25 random things about (apparently)myself is going about.

Let me do a 10 totally random things about myself:
  1. My eczema is the main reason i didn't bother joining badan berunit beruniform last time, save for the first 3 years of high school life where i slaved myself in stupid st. john for don't know what. Got humiliated, got hated, no girls thought i was awesome in the uniform, and worst of all I PAID FOR THE STUPID UNIFORM. (Also eczema is reason i most of the time don't do sports or outdoor activities, i am a sad sad kid.)
  2. I always go for girls and lose momentum halfway, uh-oh, hope that is not some indication of something in the future after i get married, hmm...
  3. I find HocMun's younger sister quite hot.
  4. Though i hate to admit it, i have a yellow bear in my room, but it was a gift, can't throw it away, so it was/is always there...
  5. I always wanted to be a pilot.
  6. I have a black and white clothing phase since high school. A period i like white clothes, a period i like black, a period i like white, a period i like black.
  7. I never thought thegirlchurhmate's sis was chun.OK!! that wasn't it, just wanted to throw that in. What i meant to say was that i am actually nice.
  8. I actually have more friends, but i only hang out with about 5-7 people, EVERY TIME, SAME PLACE, doing the same thing, talking the same thing, i have loads of friends, but i only stick to them, oh my goodness! WHY???
  9. I thought i was gay once (seeing how i am girlfriend-less, up till now, sigh)
  10. Broke my leg when i was 9, mom refused to buy me breakfast on a sat morning, and i went to buy for myself then, reading Doraemon comic book, i slipped and fell in the double-layered drain while trying to cross it while reading the comic.

-Going all the way down-

Sunday, February 01, 2009


I remember teaching form 1 and 2 students, and boy was i terrible, of course apart from trying to be cool and all in school and totally hate the system there, still it was a good experience.
Problem is, i didn't show equality to all students.

Why? Some students annoyed the heck out of me. So i picked who i like and who i don't. Uh-oh. I became a cliche teacher, the kind where i hated because they showed partiality. So why do we fall into cliches? Human nature?

I realized i couldn't love all the kids the same because everyone is different, and though i appeared to, i could not. And now, thinking back, i felt stupid, if i did not show them equality, then they would hate the system and their subsequent teachers, which could be partially my fault as well.

And now, going to graduate, if i were to pursue what i am studying now, i realized i cannot be a counselor or a clinical psychologist, for i would be biased and impose my own values.

If i were to be religious, i could not love everyone , and though i could appear to, i know in my heart i would not.

Even when meeting new people, physical attraction plays a role in my divided attention, bullcrap about inner beauty first, if not for the outside, i wouldn't care less the inside, though there are a few exceptions.

I realized my care and time is not for everyone, and i have to accept it from others as well. If Jesus can show that kind of love, did he not empower us to do so as well?

Whats the point of religion if you are no better than any one in the world?
-It's true-hoo, look how they shine for you-oo-