...think i have fallen
to depths of the deep seat
...know that i'm finding
a ground to stand on
...thought about it long and hard
but still i came to no conclusion
...remembered the beach and bright lit moon
the wind breeze caressing my face
...saw the boats chattering in the sea
swaying their bodies as if dancing
...received an astounding revelation
not as if it hadn't happened before
...caught a glimpse of what was in stored
a life that was less secure
...decided to take the leap of faith
and trade security with meaning
...ran a thousand miles in my head
and was happy that i did
...smiled at you but you were reading
a book that was strange to me
...thought of talking to you
but you've alluded me
...vowed no more of this
Carpe Diem my new found chant
...foresee a future after a chapter ends
one forged with hardship and fears
...grasp your hand with all my might
with worries but surely moving forward
...laughed at the sheer revelation
one that was so simple but effective
...buried the dead cut off the living
to keep only the essentials
...packed my bags bought my ticket
awaiting for my train to board
...eagerly imagined all of this
things that have not come to pass
...felt the warmth in my heart
knowing that as of now it will last
...could say more
but words fail me
...trust in the One before
and i shall trust once again
...rest my case.
