After such a long time, i finally had a dream about you, and it was pleasant, it would have seemed to be that life rewound itself, and i found myself once again in your company, laughing, watching you smile, and making you laugh.
The feeling of being invincible, that life was at my grasps, as i wielded it as if i have total control over it.
The long ride have no end, the wind in my face, the rain washing away what i call my old self, i was happy, young, vibrant, hopeful, ever joyful.
The feeling of holding your hands the first time, as if it happened just last night, the thought of knowing how much you went just so we could meet, the gaze i want to have upon you just so i can start and end my day with a smile, the teasing of one another, the act of childishness.
All, bundled up in a 2 hour sleep.
Until i woke up, until i remembered you were gone.
I was left here.
Shattered, broken, afraid to love anymore, afraid of doing anything remotely exciting.
Mundane was me, with a heavy heart i bid thee farewell in silence, for you would never hear it, nor would you ever read it.
I sat alone, in my room, on my bed, drowning in my own thoughts and wants to call you, to hear you again, but nothing has changed.
A peaceful Sunday, it ends.
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