No, seriously, here are my thoughts.

Pre-camp:

Had tutorial at 8 30 am, which i mistook the time as 8 am, so went there too early, lugging by luggage around Wisma HELP, crazy heavy, i packed as light as i could ler..

Then class at 11 am, that was alright but feeling the pinch of sleepiness....

Went to lower foyer of main block, long story short, me and a couple others ended up in the van instead of in the bus with the majority of them, because not enough space, and i didn't mind, i went to camp in mind of being a bit anti-social, i just needed time for myself to think things through.

So sat with Paul, Justin, along with two others from taylor's, and couple others in front with the speaker and driver.
Had a good conversation, knowing of course the new people in the van, nice people, Jo and J-tsen, seems quite ok, of course wonder if they think nice of us or me, since i talked the most crap, apparently it's a form of defense mechanism, according to lectures..

Most of got sick 'cause the van drove quite fast and it was swirly and twirly and *blech*

Camp day 1:

Unpacked, had dinner and i hadn't had any appetite, don't know why, i like the quietness when no one is around, so i went to the hall to play some guitar, fun!

had session, but i found no real draw into the sermon, a good reminder, but i guess i craved something something deeper, started the angels mortals game, which i really dread...

Camp day 2:

Traded sleep with morning prayers, which i found was a sensible trade! I couldn't much remember what we did ler

Speaking of mental stimulation, asides from speaker (Which was really none at all), Mel did asked me some questions pertaining to things the speaker spoke about and things that occurred in camp, hehe, as much as i may say a lot about reluctantly answering her questions, i am actually grateful for it, because it made me wanna read my bible more and i got a bit of the camp high from the sessions we had. So thanks, if you're reading this!

Apart from that, honestly love hanging out with Isaac Ng, he is one of the most down to earth guy i known, i never hesitate to intro him to any one or any girls, i even told him to my church elder, he is that nice =)

Talked to others too, but well, can't say much really, a lot of people read this blogs, so i am deluded to believe la haha, so may not go well and may stumble people..

But i do tell if you ask me face to face =p

Prac for performance night, first time i choreographing so many dance moves, it was alright, but i fear it may not go well with the audience, since i have low self esteem in that area.

Well had games, physical ones, Isaac Chee la, dumbass, comes up with games which i dislike! haha, i mean, i lazy ler, hahaha

Then we had this pairing thing going on, i was paired up with a girl and another guy, so it was ok, i had my striped t-shirt, which i bought a plain tee from Giant and use marker to colour stripes on it, i thought it was quite funny, and i acted like a dumbass too anyway..which was fun, take my mind off things, blend in, to be a bit normal.

Recited poem! I WANT THE VIDEO.
if got ler

with Paul and Nigel, which i thought was funny and fun, since we cracked our heads to write the poems for our mortals, hehe, didn't do stupid things like that for a long time now.

Then had our performance, suffice to say it went well, but i was so tired, followed by the BGR session which i thought was a huge waste of time...

Camp day 3:
Shifted the whole instrument downstairs 'cause the management needed it for meetings.
Fixed up everything and sound tested each equipment, that was super fun, achieving the desired sound was sooo fun, that it sounded soooo good when worship started, praise to God for moving us to set up the way it will go well, enjoyed my time there.

Then sermon, then lunch, then we jammed, or sort of, to improve worship songs for later sessions, and it was good, we blended and we gel well. Wish could do that some more. but we had to shift the instruments back upstairs, was so against it since the sound was already well done, but the leaders said otherwise, so a bit tak puas and shifted it back upstairs.

Treausre hunt, could have won, but we took the wrong super clue and stuff, but we got 3rd, my group!

Then home we went!

For some of us actually, 'cause monday had class!

Things i gathered:
- Fellowship was really good, to a few individuals, especially a few individuals who made this camp a good camp, the weather was nice.
- Felt apart from everyone else at times, but it didn't really bothered me, i always knew i wasn't there to be a part of a group, but to be there for God and to motivate people to get along.
- I love music, my guitar and jamming. Gonna have a jam session soon!
- Some people really are just weird and off, forgive forgive, i know i have been jerks to a few people too.

Things i regretted:
- not knowing most people there, i went there as i said to be a bit anti-social, but i should have take effort, so now on msn, making effort to chat with most people.
- Angel mortal game; too much competition, i cannot keep up, i hate that game.


That's about it, i don't know i can't put down thoughts into words..about camp..
by the time i can may be too late.

Anyway, tons of things happened post camp, still feeling high.. will save it for another day =)