What If...? -Epsiode 3-

Well, there are a lot of times in life when you look back and thought that "man, wish i could have done this or set things right.." Well, there is on particular thing i wish i had... and that is..

What If Lordson Had a Brother?

Well, what i mean is a true blood related big brother. Well, i had a chance to have a big brother, some how God decided it wasn't meant to be. Oh well, don't bother asking (well, i'll answer a few), sad!

Well, reasons for wanting a big brother:
1. It would be so cool to do stuff with him like all the guys stuff that my sis wouldn't do with me.
2. I wouldn't be so sissified now.
3. I'm 21 this year, he'd be a couple years older, he'd take me out doing stuff, hanging around.
4. we'd have the same interest, so buying stuff would be easier since we both would use it.
5. Can beat the crap out of him or be beaten.
6. I'd have someone i could relate to and talk to during the long hours of the night.
7. We'd both help each other find a girl like Wayne Brady and Neil Patrick Harris in How I Met Your Mother, they both are brothers (yea, i know what yo're gonna ask, you gotta watch the show) and they help each other tackle the ones they like!
Or the Elric Brothers from Full Metal Alchemist! So close they wiling to die for each other!

Well, all in all, as i grew up, i always was the youngest (relatively), my cousins are all way older, all working people while i was still a kid sitting on bench in a school uniform. No similar interest, no topic to talk about. Year after year just see them, greet them and leave. I envy those who have close cousins, who hung out like buddies, who went out together.
So, my last hope was placed in my sister's bf, but alas, she finally got one, but then, he wasn't the kind who would hang out with me, all hopes were crushed. Sigh...

If i had a brother, i think we'd both be happening, both be talking some crap, maybe i wouldn't be blogging now but be out with him doing stuff. He'd beat up people who bully me, he'd defend me when my parents wanted to cane me. He would advise me on things that only guys would know. He'd be someone i would admire and love.

Then again, i don't have a blood related brother, that's why He only appears in my thoughts and this blog post. I guess i can't complain much, i have great brother's-in-Christ surrounding me. Well, erm, i have one or two, i think.

Well, that's all folks. As a comfort, at least i have great sisters around me!

"To infinity and Beyond!" -Buzz Lightyear.