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Life always has two sides.
The ones we picked aren't always the prettier side.
We can play the blame game, we really can, we can say "if only.." we can criticize, we can feel nothing, we can feel everything, but one question: how is it going to help?
This world is messed up.
Fucked up would be the better term.
Yea, yes to you, i am writing about another death, a friend, decided to end his own life. That's 2 this year.
2, in our eyes is such a small number, but, 2 is enough. Enough in this case.
I've heard enough of we could have done more, they should have done something about it, yea we all could have, but we didn't, so drop it.
If you wanna draw anything, is that we are idiots.
yea, you're soooooooo SAD because you didn't do anything for this friend, yeap, you're right, you have your own life, you got retarded attitude and even people near you ain't hearing shit about what you doing, what more another friend who is further away?
Ah, yea, i drifted a bit and was angry..
Just..
don't ever leave without saying goodbye.
Yea, please.
1 comment:
Seriously, a normal people would never know if they have not went through, not physical pain which can be cured by morphine. This is worse, nothing can stop the voices within you unless you yourself overcome them which is not easy at all. At night, you look at the wall figuring each and every way to sleep even you're so tired. In the afternoon, you just want to sleep through the day. If you're dreaming you wish it'll never end. Nothing will interest you anymore, things around just turn grey. People keep telling you "it's you own problem, just stand up and get over it". Fact is that these words are just cold and useless.
Suicide is the only option to them, because at that point they know that they already tried very hard and giving up on every source of hope. They don't go away in a short time, some a few years, some get over and recover, some a lifetime.
I'll remember to write a goodbye note to you if I decide to go, hahahaha. No, I'm happy with my life, there's still more to come. Most important thing to people who face such depression is that they must have a source of motivation in life.
Just appreciate things we have now, we don't know what's coming tomorrow. Maybe snow, I wish so I can wear my boots out!
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